Lamerrs life

Just when I am in the mood

2010-12-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

Tumblr freaking screwed me up so badly. Dammit and just when I want to note things down.

Whatever happened to the old me? You know, the one is there but not highly noticeable, the one who is quiet most of the time, the one who actually LISTENS to others when they have problems, the one who cares.. Sadly, I've changed, not always for the better apparently. I do hate myself right now, I am pretty fucked up compared to before. I want to go back, go back to the point where I truly care for people, spending time listening to their problems and feeling them.

Now? Pshh, I do listen, I do. But it's different, I don't feel the attachment, I don't care as much. & I realized, I've been too busy being caught up with my own problems to truly care for others.

Fuck, I cry at least once a month and I blame it on PMS. Then again, I have PMS during my secondary school years too, I don't see myself crying so often. I guess that's just me cracking down due to the amount of stress I give to myself. Worst part of this all is I can't even find a place for me to cry properly, to sob like a child and cry my heart out. I'm like always crying on the bus ride home, or when I am walking home but never loud sobs, just tearing.

I need one day, alone. No disturbance from anyone, no smses, no phonecalls, no nothing. I just want one freaking day to gather all my thoughts together and pull myself up, find back some of the old me.

& I freaking hate mobile phones. It makes you too contactable till you are committed to reply others when they text you, you have to be readily available no matter when and you are bound to your mobile phone like it's your lifeline. That's the reason why I throw my phone into one corner when I'm at home. I just want some time alone.

200th

2009-12-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Tired of waiting so this is my 200th post!

I'll not be blogging here anymore =D

My new blog link will be....

haven't thought of it yet so I'll just update on facebook when i create a new blog!

BYE BYE!

199th

2009-12-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

One freaking week passed and i haven't done anything much regarding school work.
Oh well at least our group met up at wed and we sorta finished the stuff we need to do for BEHORG.

I've been thinking if I should really write my lifespan essay on Mozart. Seriously, it's just a random thought and I don't know why but my mind is just set on writing about Mozart. I don't even learn any musical instrument! and to tell the truth, I know nothing about him.
Well at least I learnt that his full name is Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. Such cool name huh..

I just hope that I can complete most of my assignments during this hols. I need to revise too.. =(( What kinda holiday is this? Ok, I slacked for umm say 2 days? That's it. Enough rest and it's time to CHIONG!

198th.

2009-12-17T01:44:00.000+08:00

This is such a freaking joke.. Miley Cyrus is so goddamn popular till her popularity is on par with Michael Jackson. Are you kidding me??
The Hannah Montana dudette?? Either this world has loads of insane kids or they are using subliminal voices to affect these kiddos subconscious mind. I mean just look at her!!! She got an okay voice, not those angelic ones nor does she has power house voice like Celine Dion. Her look is average for an idol, not hot like Megan Fox (not that i think Megan Fox is hot) nor is she pretty like Angelina Jolie.

All I see is a girl trying hard to look hot?

Listened to her songs, 7 things is just too child-like kind, guess that appeals to the kids out there. Her new songs party in USA doesn't make any sense to me. Catchy and that's it. Just freaking take a look at her youtube videos. The views are 100 million plus.. and apparently some dudes commented that she is hot... Megan Fox will be considered as super nova in this case.

Comparing her to MJ??!! The MJ that danced Moon walk? The MJ that has soooooo many popular songs? That MJ which was previously known as King of Pop?

Miley Cyrus obviously is the MJ to the youngsters. I can already picture the sea of people going ga-ga over Hannah Montana/ Miley.

This world is going hay-wire.

P.S. I am not jealous of Miley in case some losers are thinking that I am. I just find it utterly absurd to compare MJ with Miley... But apparently Miley is equivalent to MJ in this 21st century where everything happens for no reason.

198th.

2009-12-17T01:16:00.001+08:00

My 197th post

2009-12-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

Wow, look at my archives! My blog has been established for 2 years plus already! guess I'll be changing my link when i reach my 200th post.
I'm gonna blog somewhere else other than blogger.

Behorg tutorial was extremely hilarious today! with Wani exclaiming stupid comments and our very dear lecturer Tan Yew Kong trying to balance the helium stick on his head..
Today's tutorial first activity was one team negotiating with another team for ugli oranges. yes, and apparently both the team requires the oranges so its up to us to come up with an agreement on who should take the oranges.
One of the team requires the orange juice for medicine and since there was limited oranges, Wani exclaimed that we can substitute the ugli oranges with mandarin oranges. LOL
I think she is too hyper till she can't think properly today.

I'm still contemplating if i should join spca as a volunteer.. RAWR! it's all about time management. Seriously..

long time no see

2009-12-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i last blogged. Been busy trying to finish my assignments and group work these days. RAWR! all thanks to all the stress piling up, my usage of profanities increased tremendously.
Nowadays, it ain't that much of a surprise if i say F**k up to a 100 times in a day, exaggerating? SADLY, it's the truth.
No harm saying a few vulgarities in a day right? I mean it sorta spice up your mundane life..
Well, that gotta depends on where you are saying it and your listeners.
Sad for Wani, after knowing there is no lifespan tutorial today, she said the F- word immediately and guess what? She said it right in front of Ms Helen. LOL!
I was also given dagger stares by uncle Dennis when i accidentally exclaimed the F word in front of him.
Yeah well, i'm trying to curb my usage already..

Stats mock test tomorrow and i am not prepared for it yet. At least i finished the questions she gave in week 7A. Maths, my Achilles' heel, how am i gonna overcome it?? Perhaps plain mugging is the answer.

I'm gonna spend my hols catching up with my studies, friends and shopping. Erm like real shopping where u get to see the real clothes, walk on the street instead of facing the computer and trying to guestimate if the piece of clothing suits you.

I miss all my friends! Hoping to see ya guys soon!!!

Lucky, NOT!

2009-11-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

gaaahh working with an injured leg is Super inconvenient!!! Plus, your leg freaking hurts when you have to stand for almost 12 hours.
Afternoon was still bearable as hyun and I got tables 1,2,3 (standard) and one of the tables was just filled with 4 people plus a photographer who is always missing.
Yesterday was also the first time i ate so much at the back lane. Since the table only have 4 people, the leftover food went into our stomach, like naturally. hahahhahas. But I ate them cause it was my breakfast, lunch and dinner.. YES MY LIFE IS THAT SAD.
But speaking from a picky eater point of view, Carlton's food ain't really nice. The mushroom got a weird mushroom taste, prawn is so-so. Yeah, since i only ate these 2 dishes, that's all i know.
&&& I managed to eat my honeydew sago after sooooooooo long!! I thought i won't be seeing any of it anymore.
BUT STUPID DON POLLUTED THE BOWL OF HONEYDEW SAGO AFTER I DRANK JUST ONE MOUTHFUL OF IT.
SOB SOB!!! I waited sooooooo long... and it's gone, just like that.
ahh well, since he is one of the manager, that's what he is suppose to do. BLEAH

I literally died at night, my mind automatically shut off when it was around 10. I began zoning out and tried sleeping leaning on one of the cupboard during the montage. before i even manage to rest for 2 minutes, Don came and disturb me again.
But seriously, i think i am old.. before, i wont even feel so tired during work till i have to rest at the back lane. I even feel quite energetic after work, but now.. I can barely survive.
Perhaps its due to my freaking leg. It hurts like shit at night especially when the air-con is so freaking cold. Uncle dennis laughed at me when he saw my injuries. RAWR! have some compassion for your employees leh. hahas

Hyun is SOOOOOOOO LUCKY!! today is her lucky day cos she is serving VIP and guess what, the bride is non other than CHERYL NG! Yeap, she is the maths teacher in NCHS. hahahas LUCKY EH. Mr Ong and some of the teachers are there too. hoho.

Red CAMP!

2009-11-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

Wooo peepos! long time no blog, like seriously.
alright, I've been kinda busy with Red camp these few days, magic club and HMS ambassador.
it's been a really Boomz experience, I had loads of fun getting to know magic club peeps as well as hanging out with new peeps from HMS courses.

The puppet show done by ECH and CPEE was plain AWESOME! It was freaking funny and entertaining! bet all the secondary school kiddos enjoyed the performance.
CMC and CHS peeps have the panda-making session! hahahhaas, i managed to do one cutey panda during my job as ambassador. It's a form of interacting with the students okay..

I wanna take part in Red camp again next year!!! FUN!!

Down Down Down Down Down~

2009-11-08T12:15:00.000+08:00

I wanna forget, so just help me please.

Or maybe i should just find someone to help me with it.

RAWR! I hate this. Freakin irritating TTM.

2009-11-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

My brother is officially being having plain rotten luck these days.
firstly, he told my family that he saw two human legs hanging from the ceiling at 1a.m. in the morning two days ago. SCARY!! EVERYONE LETS SCREAM!!!
congrats to him, cos he is the only unlucky one to sight such paranormal activity in my house. Yeah, but my parents became so damn panicky and started putting up all the weird stuff which is supposed to ward ghost off. speaking of paranoid.

ok, lazy to update. I need to do my work! =D

2009-11-02T21:17:00.001+08:00

I ABSOLUTELY HATE PEOPLE WHO PUT THEIR GROCERIES ON THE SEAT OF THE BUS AS THOUGH GROCERIES ARE HUMAN.

FUCK THEM!

if you feel that groceries deserved a seat more than human, I demand you to go kill yourself and hope that you will turn into veggies in your next life.

What the hell is with those fucking singaporeans who view groceries as human??? It's not like they paid for the bus fare for their groceries. Furthermore, that fucking auntie stared at me when i tried to walk pass her groceries which was placed on the floor too. Freak you man! Anyway, you'll lose to me if you wanna stare at me . I have Bigger eyes than you.

Fucking loser!

My worst nightmare!

2009-11-01T12:57:00.000+08:00

As usual, went to work at carlton yesterday. But as you all know, it was raining with claps of thunder and lightning.
I was sent to the fourth floor and Uncle Dennis asked me to station at the door to usher people and warn them about the slippery floor.
Guess what, I had to smile and greet people while confronting one of my worst fear, the freaking lightning and thunder. It was absolutely scary!!! you get to see the full view of the lightning strikes as well as hearing the roaring thunder.
Well, at least i did not have to cocktail, which is a something worth celebrating.

By the way, I managed to witness an absolute hilarious way of opening the wine bottle. Apparently, the wine-opener sucks and many people have difficulty opening the wine bottles. Even NICHOLAS, my "brother", have difficulty opening the wine bottle..
In the end, he together with Ken, played tug-of-war using the wine bottle and the wine-opener. Nicholas pulled the wine bottle while Ken pulled the wine-opener which was drilled into the cork.
Well they managed to open the wine bottle after much struggle with the tug-of-war.
hahahhahas, and me being me stood there and laugh at them while they were struggling to open the wine bottle. LOL! you simply have to witness the look on their face, hilarious to the max!

anyway, people really think i have no strength to carry my deary Susan. After cleaning my DEAR Susan, I wanted to carry it back to it's loft but ~~Nicholas~~ my "brother" told me to put it down because he was afraid i will smash it. (I wish I can smash it for it crushed my feet. I still haven't forget that SUSAN!) In the end when i carried it and was halfway to it's loft, Vincent snatched my dear susan away from me.
=.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.=
It's only susan, not oval tray. =.= But whatever, at least i need not put it back, later history repeats itself again and my feet get crushed again. hahhahahas that will be so unlucky for me INDEED.

Pasta Craze!

2009-11-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

I proudly present to you, San Remo's newest creation! Instant pasta! how cool is that?

The above picture is a tad too small so i shall show you the different flavors with the pics i took from my webcam =D

Carbonara lovers! Horray for you, who needs to go pasta shop to curb their cravings when there is instant carbonara readily available!

Mac and cheese! the original Americans favourite!! I've been wanting to taste this for soooooo long!

Sour cream & chives! well, never seen this flavour before. But it should be nice right? Afterall it's san remo's pasta.

Creamy mushroom & onion! woots for mushroom lovers!!

Alfredo! ok, i haven't really taste this before so i don't know how it taste like.

Mushroom and herb! this is seriously damn nice! I tasted it at the food counter and that's how i decided to buy all the flavour.

Actually there's another flavour, four cheese. Well i ate it so i can't take the picture of it. It's really cheesy. Like seriously. But i don't really like it. Well my brother seems to enjoy it. so it should be nice.

Afterall, i am a picky eater.

What are you waiting for! grab these from your nearby NTUC now! It's really cheap, one pack is around $2.20. But it was on offer when I bought it. hahahaha!

I'll give you guys a more detailed description of each flavour after i've tasted them =D

Back to blogger!

2009-10-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

HEYO people! Did you guys missed my blog?
seriously, like no one knows that i am blogging on wordpress or what?
I purposely closed this blog so i can receive some comments on my posts but UNFORTUNATELY, no one commented there. Anyway, seems like blogger is back to normal, so i shall blog here again.

I declare that I am loving Susan soooo much! NOT
Afterall, hatred comes from deepest love. So technically speaking, I adore Susan TTM!
Reason for hating it? Cos it simply crush my feet when i was trying to put it back in the cupboard? (i seriously have no idea what's the thing called)
Yes, all thanks to Lady/LAZY Susan, I have another bruise on my feet and it's really painful!
At least Susan is safe and sound, otherwise I'll have to cough out 200-300 bucks for it.

Work yesterday was really hilarious with Larry's joke on Yi ming, Er ming etc.
hahahas, i shall explain more the next time i blog or u can go hyun's blog to see what's it about. hopefully she will blog about it.
Plus, uncle Dennis changed the song we used for "dancing" to "Nobody" by wondergirls!
hahahas, i guess music really matters cos the guests clapped real loud after we dance!
Hmm, perhaps should change songs frequently. Hype songs really appeals to the public.

& i found my long-lost "brother" at Carlton who is none other than NICHOLAS LEONG!
Carlton has 3 people with the name starting with Hui- Hui Ying, Hui Yun and Hui Yee ( me la!)
Nicholas made this stupid comment that we are all sisters so hyun retorted by saying he's my brother since we share the same surname.

Yesterday's dinner started real late so when i was picking up the last dish in the kitchen, I asked my "brother" who was standing there. "why they start so late??"
He gave me a really good answer that i feel like thrashing him, "Do I look like the groom? No right. Do I look like the bride? Also no right. Do I look like the Emcees? Also no right."
RAWR!!

Anyway, I am really REALLY GRATEFUL to Wang feng and Yi ming yesterday cos they helped hyun and I out in yesterday's dinner. WOOTS! hahas Wang feng helped us to pick-up, clear and serve whenever he has the time and Yi ming helped us to clear and pick-up too.
Guess Hyun and I were really slow yesterday.
Can't really blame us cos hyun was tired out from the wedding lunch.

Uncle gave her 2 to 3 tables with another guy, while i get 1 table to myself. Lucky me? Like REAL.
In the end i helped her out with another table portioning their dishes blah.
Thank you uncle dennis for giving me one table. But I rather you give hyun and I 2 to 3 tables instead. At least there are 3 tables only, not 4.

Long post, all about work.
Seriously, those who wanna have fun while working should work at carlton. The people there cracks me up every single time, plus you get your pay straight after working. GOOD RIGHT!

Something about school.
Our team gotten the down-syndrome association for the Integrated project!
I wanna do well for this sem to make up for my atrocious GPA last sem.
Yes, I'll work doubly hard!

some of you might be puzzled why am i still working when school has already started.
Well i just wanna cram my time and hopefully i'll get to feel the stress and all.
I work better with lesser time and more stress, but not too stress.

I'll put my wordpress link here.
Cos I might just return to blogging there when blogger is fcuked up again.

The UNLUCKIEST DAYS OF THE WEEK

2009-10-14T17:38:00.001+08:00

My unlucky days started off with Friday, when i went for RICE (round island cycling expedition

I fell a few times, knocked on to several NON- LIVING Things, ramped myself against a wall, etc. Well you guys get the idea..Yeah, I’ve managed to attain multiple bruises on my legs. It’s kinda pretty (in a way).

At least work was not that all tiring. Don allowed hyun to work beside me after knowing i injured my leg. Plus i was exempted from dancing and serving cocktails (hooray for me!) He sent me to first floor to be the usher which was soooooooooo boring. I merely directed a few guests, cos there were people working at first level already. =.=

anyway, after going back home from work.... I DISCOVERED THAT THE STUPID MIO MODEM WAS SPOILT! Since it's the weekends, Singtel was unable to entertain to our problems.

So i have to wait pathetically till today before i can use the internet! Not only that, since my dad has signed up for the mio tv, my TV can't work too!! Luckily we have another TV at the dining area, but it's small compared to the one in the living room. =.=

After 4 days without internet.. I feel that i've been over reliant on technology. There's this void feeling overwhelming me when i switch on the laptop and i couldnt access to the internet.

& right now, idk what the F**K happened to blogger cos its so Effing screwed up.
I can't blog properly in this state of mind.

Phobia 2!

2009-10-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

To all dudes and dudettes out there who missed my blog, hahas which i guess is none, I've watched phobia 2!!!
like finally!!
in my personal opinion, I feel that phobia 2 is no where near 4bia in terms of scariness.
But fortunately for phobia 2, the last story, "in the end" is so goddamn hilarious and i feel that it has salvaged the whole movie.
If you think the third story in 4bia is freakin funny, don't miss out the last story because i laughed like hell.
But seriously, i think they should make the last story into a whole movie because it is really good.
It's really different from the other horror movies i've watched.

anyway, i have updated carlton's gossip girl.
so do check it out for more hilarious gossips in carlton!

2009-10-04T11:17:00.000+08:00

Work work work.
nag nag nag.
Yeah people, i went back to carlton to work yesterday.
I was being nagged at the whole time.. FOR BEING SLOW & BEING THE LAST.
Nagged by the stewarding dude, and nagged by roy.
=.= =.= =.=
can't blame me for being slow right, i was partnered with a new guy and he doesn't know how to carry the oval tray.
geez, not like u will expect me to carry the oval tray.
yeah, but in the end we were not the last. hahahahhas, imma pro.

Nicholas was also nagging at me like after the dinner.
seriously, i didn't really pay attention to what he was telling me, well i just replied "ok,ok" every time he said something to me.
RAWR! its a pity they were guys, cos they have the potential of being typical singapore aunties.
Uncle Dennis didn't work yesterday. SAD LA!!
Larry didn't work yesterday too. EQUALLY SAD
Wy Lin didn't work too. Triple SADNESS.

There was no jokes, no gossiping yesterday.
hahas, i just remembered chionging for my life for the whole dinner.
one of the times i chionged like shit, till the extent that i was sweating.
I bet i lost like 2kgs yesterday.

2009-09-30T01:28:00.000+08:00

my brother is back from korea!! like finally!
hahahas, oh well, he didn't buy everything i told him to..
but it's a pretty good effort.

& Yes, I declare that i am jealous of him now.
firstly, he got to go to Korea.
Secondly, i guess this reason will make most of the girls jealous, he saw lee min ho! Yeap, the guy who acted as Gu Jun Pyo in BOF.
He went to KBS and saw him filming there!!
& Lee Min Ho waved to him. =.= =.=
Rawr!
He saw 2pm too, well but who cares, i don't fancy them.

Sadly, big bang cd is too expensive so he didn't buy it.
Ever since he came back, I've been bugging my mom to bring me to Korea.
The stuff there is freaking cheap, like 80 cent for a lip gloss??
$1+ for nail polish??
P.S. the cosmetics are from "face shop"
its way cheaper compared to SG!!!!

enough of my rantings, but seriously, i need to have a real shopping trip soon.
Retail therapy to vent my anger.
When will i get my pay??!!
I am WAITING!

Give me hope

2009-09-21T22:39:00.001+08:00

Lately, i have been busy with my jobs, pretty much to the extent that i want to freaking puke.

worked at Carlton on friday, and the fortunate thing was it was a buffet.

It was an Israel gathering and the children all looked so gorgeous!

especially for the girls, i love their sharp features. hahahas

working there was fine plus Don let me off early at 11.

Saturday was the killer day, practically suck my soul out of my body cos i had to distribute flyers AND work at the library at night.

After working at the library, i had to go down to cityhall and distribute flyers again..

FML hahahas

enough of work for now, i am gonna rant about other stuff.

recently, i have come across this website http://www.givesmehope.com

this website really gives me hope, the stories shared by others inspired me to be the one who gives hope to people.

Well i am trying to give hope to others, at least when i was distributing flyers.

A smile really makes a difference.

I smiled at each and everyone when i was giving out flyers and i noticed that some of the people smiled back at me.

Its like when you greet others with a smile, they will be smiling back at you.

so why not try to take the first step and smile at others?

If you are willing to take one step, the whole world will change. probably.

but of course, there are people who kept insisting their wives to not take to flyers and even shouts at them when they took it.

seriously man, whats wrong with taking a flyer?? is it a crime? shouting at your wife just cos she took a flyer makes you look like a !@#$@%$#%@!$#

but on the other hand there is also a guy who told his girlfriend to take the flyer when i give it to her. hahahaas

yes, i am trying to overlook the negative stuff and focus more of the positive one!

BECAUSE LIFE SHOULD BE FULL OF HOPE!

just some random human behaviour i found out while i was distributing flyers

people really do mimic others.

when the first person i gave the flyers to didn't take it, 90% of the chance is that the ones behind them will not take it too.

Similarly, when the first person takes the flyer, the person behind will also take it.

monkey see monkey do?

hahahahs if you happen to distribute flyers, go check this out.

2009-09-15T20:11:00.001+08:00

I am boooooooooooooooorrreeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddd!!

there is nothing for me to do at homeee

well technically there is a lot of things which i should be doing but as usual, i am too lazy to do anything.

I have the sudden urge to whip up a 5 course meal right now..

yeah, i ain't kidding.

i really feel like cooking, or baking.

Too bad my oven spoiled. otherwise i will be baking away right now.

oh yeah, i remembered that i have 3 box of 1000 piece of puzzles which i can do during my free time.

ahh but there is no frame for the puzzle!!

where do i put them after i completed it?

erm erm.. i'll deal with them later then.

ok, rather than wasting my time away blogging nonsense, i shall go do my puzzle now

BYE PEOPLE!

New hobby- Pigging out at home.

2009-09-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

That's right folks, I have been wasting my life at home this few days.

I really want to live a more meaningful life but it seems like i can't really find one.

Take today for example, I have been slacking at home watching some mindless youtube video, reading FML, browsing through facebook for a while, reading some manga, watching tv.. doing meaningless stuff. absolutely meaningless.

I want to make this holiday a memorable one, not just filled with work and spacing out at home.

Seriously, I hate working. I know that no one likes to work but the extent of my hatred towards working is really TO THE MAX.

Will someone do me a favour and help me spice up my life?

It will be good if its in a good way.

I need something to kill my boredom, something other than technology and working.

well maybe its time to bring my mom out for shopping. hahahas

or maybe i should just go read more books, improve my english which has become utterly atrocious due to lack of usage.

I just miss my friends who are in JC, hurry up and end you freakin promos!

you are the only thing that is holding them from their freedom.

well maybe together with their PW, and their chinese A levels.

RAWR! Life is bleak.
oh yeah, forget to tell ya guys i cut my fringe again.
hahas, yepp, i cut it myself again..
and i dyed my hair again using Liese bubble dye.
It's quite ok, well at least that's what i think.
=D
Cheers.... or not =(

2009-09-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

"I love You Beth Cooper" turns out to be quite an interesting movie.
had a really great laugh throughout the movie.
It is more to the lame shit comedy chick flick kinda movie without a great storyline
but its really interesting, might wanna give it a try if u want to laugh your ass off.

In a few more day, my bro will be off to korea..
RAWR! life is so freakin unfair!
hahas, he get the chance to visit korea while i am stuck at Singapore slogging off for work.
He is so gonna buy things for me at korea!
good thing is he is gonna buy Big Bang CD and loads of other stuff for my family.
Kimchi, Big Bang, Cosmetics, Bear, blah blah blah.. the list goes on

I dont want to work.. but not working means no money.. no money means no buying of things, no going out..
I want my pay!!

2009-09-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

Something bad just happened to me.. MY LAPTOP'S SPEAKER IS NOT WORKING!
great, and it is considered a NEW laptop.
well hopefully the problem will be solve after I restart it or something.

Worked at the Toa Pah Yoh library on sunday night, it was a relatively fun experience just that I feel like sleeping right after 3-4 am. Guess i am not really the night owl type of person.
I want my pay!
ok, I really need to go apply for a POSB card. Right after that, i will ask them to transfer the money to my account =D

Went home to take a break after my work which ended at 8 am, Monday morning.
slept for 2 hours and went out with KIMMY to partyworld!
Partyworld is definitely much better compared to K-box.
Well at least there are more english songs, it is cheaper and its really better.
lalallala, we shall go there for our next gathering =DD
after singing, went to PS for my starbucks, the drink which I badly need.
Had a deep conversation with kimmy..
Ahhh i just miss them so much!
Shall wait till si hui and goh goh finish their promos and i will ask them out!
anyway, goh goh has some explanation to do.

I was preoccupied with the magic facilitator course on tuesday as well as today.
It was a very interesting and i certainly learnt a lot from these two days.
The activities we had was fun too!!

I finished watching "atashinchi no danshi"!!
This jap drama is strongly recommended!! seriously, those with time to spare should give this drama a shot.
yupp, i have also finished watching season 1 of the mentalist.
Patrick Jane is so freaking charismatic!! I wanna be a mentalist too!!!!!!!

need to rest. will blog again soon =D

2009-09-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

I'm currently addicted to Korean music, especially big bang.
yes, i don't understand their language, but who cares as long as it is soothing to the ears.
Time passes in snail's pace, maybe its all due to the fact that i am coop up at home with nothing to do..
Absolutely nothing, except watching shows like "The mentalist", "perfect cut", and whatnot.

I am officially broke.. Especially so after i spend 85 bucks on my rabbits.
I am not complaining bout the rabbits, but more of blaming myself for being such a spendthrift.
Spending money on stuff not needed.. stuff i don't even use.
Soon, i will be out of this broke life cos someone contacted me to work tomorrow!
I'll be working night shift.. in the library.
gawd i hope i don't die there.

gonna buy the bubble dye and dye my hair.
a brand new start for a brand new semester!
there are so many things that i have yet to do this hols- shopping, cycling, reading, hanging out with friends, chill.. the list is never-ending.

ok, i sorta forgotten what i wanted to type..
i am suffering from stm. a serious one.
why is money never enough..

2009-09-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Watched Hotel Rwanda just now and I must say it is an excellent film!
It is very intense and touching, having two different groups of people having conflict between themselves due to their different heirarchy.
Witnessed their inhumanity and how they tried to wipe out the other group of people in turn causing genocide.
worst still, other countries refused to help out the victims there and they only evacuate their own country people from Rwanda.
At the same time, this movie also portray one's compassion and courage as Paul (main lead) rescued and save all the refugees going to the hotel.
He did everything he could to help them get to safety.
I'll give this movie a 5/5. It truly deserve it!

2009-08-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

Aww man.. Sometimes I just can't figure out why Shit-ass movie like Halloween is gonna have a sequel.
THAT'S RIGHT! MOVIES LIKE HALLOWEEN IS GONNA HAVE A SEQUEL! WHAT IS HAPPENING??!!
ok, I may be exaggerating here but think people, how on EARTH can Halloween have a sequel when there is nothing to be expected from the movie.
The first one was plain horror (not in the good old horror fashion), with loads of sex..( Like ffs, might as well make it a sex movie instead of a gore-horror one)

Ok, so I went back to Nan chiau with the 4D peeps today!!
visited Miss Tan and Mrs Foo.. well basically i just visited the both of them.
Headed down to Dohby Exchange for lunch and went to cathay for movie.
Its my freakin 1st time sneaking in to a movie! well technically, we didn't sneak in, we just went into another theatre instead of the one we were supposed to enter.
So instead of "bandslam", most of us watched "the last house on the left", which is a M18 movie.
Sadly, I regretted watching the movie cos it suck. to the core.
no storyline, just plain killing.. I'll give it a 2.7..

Since I am already on the topic of movies, might as well state down my movie list for this holiday!
-Hotel Rwanda. (it is being recommended by my teacher)
-Schindler's list (again, being recommended by teacher)
-Final destination 4.( This movie is M18.. WHY??!! and I was commenting to my brother saying it is only a PG rated movie..)
-Gamer. (hopefully it will be out soon!)
-Sorority Row (seems like a good show, but i cant be too sure about it.)
-The blind side (omg, i seriously need to catch this show! Its in my must-watch list)
- My sister's keeper (seems nice, not sure if i should watch it or not.)
-4bia 2 (ok, this is a new piece of news to me.. there is 4bia 2?? well looks like this world is sane after all.)
-saw VI (like duh, how would i miss this.. not a chance. But it has become kinda pointless now.. I just watch because I have watched the other 5 parts.)

Hopefully, all these movies will be out during my holidays!
RAWR on the other hand, it is a sign for me to get my ass off the chair and start looking for a job!

2009-08-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hello to blogger!!
Finally, i managed to survive one sem!! Just another 5 more sem to go and i am off poly!
& hopefully, i won't need to repeat any modules..
The long awaited holidays have finally come, I can now spend my time reading all the books!
Yes, I declare that I am reverting back to being a bookworm.
Its like my interest towards reading has once again been revived, especially so when i read some magnificent books like "Perfect Match" by Jodi Picoult.
I strongly recommend this book to all people, its a MUST READ!

I am also going to finish all the episodes of "The Mentalist"!!!!
Seriously, if there is such a job like the mentalist, i will definitely work my way towards it.
Of course, its just a show and there probably wouldn't be such a job, or would there?

Right, so my holidays will be filled with books, shows, shopping and not forgetting working out.
Arggh, oh yeah and taking care of my pets.
Its time to give them more care and concern since I haven't really take care of them really well during my exams.

2009-07-28T01:44:00.002+08:00

If you think i am crazy, i guess i am. Who the hell will blog at this absurd time of 1.44 am when she is gonna have to wake up at 6.30am for school?

Anyway, I am still pretty much awake and i can't seem to sleep so here it goes..

These days, i feel that i am having some sort of hearing disabilities or something.

just today in the lift, i asked a women which floor is she going and i swore i heard 9th.

in the end, she pressed 12 instead.

Am i hearing things or what??

anway, i bought new york cheesecake today!! all thanks to ying ying who tempted me..

the sinful cake is currently in my fridge! i wonder how much weight i will gain after consuming it.

hahas, but its alright since i have TAS to help me slim down. (maybe)

TAS is really interesting and i love the people there!

They are uber friendly and the activities are fun though it can be tiring at times

hahahahas

I just feel that my life is really full of twist and turns.

I need to overcome the challenge bit by bit and before i know it, I will reach the crescendo of the mountain right?

so goes the lyrics "with every step, you climb another mountain".

i wonder how many mountains i have to climb until i reach my goal..

(p.s. I hate you)

normally, people write this kind of stuff using the smallest font to make it visible but not really obvious. But i am just gonna write it using a really big and striking font to make sure everyone can see it. hahas, trying to break the norm here =D

2009-07-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

Its not the end.. Hell yeah.

I am currently addicted to plants vs. zombies, a really lame game.

When I say lame, it really is LAME!

hahas, been clicking on it for a while now and my hands are kinda hurts..

I really need a mouse!! ah well, i shall go steal my bro's mouse when he's not lookin =D

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA BUY SIMS 3!

especially after reading the aliceandkev story.

I am gonna get my hands on it no matter what!

wahhahahahhaha

alrighty, shall not waste my time blogging, i'll blog if there's any gossip or what-so-ever.

2009-07-18T16:47:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm gonna update my blog!!

Let's just start it off by having me complaining on how tiring life is nowadays.

So everyone is bombarded with considerably amount of assignments. Ain't it good?

ok, but at least i am still alive and kicking.

Went for TAS yesterday for the activity known as the "Night walk with nature"?

I've forgotten the name of the activity but its somewhere there i guess.

yeah so we trekked to an unknown place erm full of greenery?

ai ya some forest and walked in the dark.

I paired up with ying ting and we were tripping like god knows how many freakin times.

Nonetheless, it was fun. Tiring but fun cos it's the 1st time i did trekking in the dark.

like who in the right mind will trek in the dark at this unknown place.

Ohh and we managed to see some fireflies! It was a magnificent sight to behold. hahahahas

Being a typical city dweller, its been ages since i saw fireflies!!

i guess the trekking was worth it if you wanna catch a glimpse of the fireflies. =DD

oh yeah, i got my hair cut like finally.

The hair is ok but i FUCKING HATE THE HAIRDRESSER!

HE SHOULD JUST BLOODY BURN IN HELL! I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT.

WISH THAT HE WILL BE TORTURE BY JIGSAW! I WANNA PULL OUT HIS NAILS ONE BY ONE AND USE THE BLOWING TORCH AND BURN~~POUR BOILING WATER OVER~~HIS DICK AND BODY. THEN I SHALL GOUGE HIS EYES OUT AND USE A CLOTH AND RUB HIS SKINS OUT TO SHOW HIS FLESH. I'LL JUST KEEP BURNING AND RUBBING HIS CHARRED FLESH TO LET HIM FEEL THE PAIN OVER AND OVER AGAIN..

SIA LA, DON'T ASK ME WHAT THAT OLD GEEZER DID COS I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER!

Nice torturing technique? of course, all these are what i gathered from Saw, Hostel and Art of devil.

before i forget, the game base on saw is coming out!!

i am so gonna get that!

&& i feel like buying sims 3, but i am still contemplating..

hmm should i or should i not?

Full of mixed emotions

2009-07-04T23:46:00.003+08:00

I'll be lying to myself if i said i wasn't disappointed.
I am really REALLY disappointed, I know i am kicking a big fuss out of nothing here but i seriously feel that you have changed.
The gap between us is getting bigger and bigger.
I suppose as time goes by, it will be difficult to catch a glimpse of you.
Its all ending i guess.. whether I like it or not.
can't possibly force you to rivert back to your old self can i?

I have come across this website, asdsingapore.com recently.
its regarding the actions done towards the dogs in singapore and there has been a lot of hit and run cases.
As quoted from one of the articles, "When someone dies from a car accident, it is known as a tragedy, but when a stray dog gets hit by a car, they call it roadkill ... an accepted norm in a civillized society who presumes the ignorance of animals."
There are many tragic lifestories of the dogs that are being abused by their owner too.
http://www.asdsingapore.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=983&Itemid=72
the above link is about a shih tzu being neglected by its owner to the extent of it contracting skin problems which resulted in it sores, pus and discharge.
I was literally seething with anger when i saw this.
how could the owner be so irresponsible??
i just feel like letting the owner contract some skin disease and let it feel the same way as the dog.
if you dont have what it takes to care of a dog, then don't try to own one.

2009-06-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

aim? what do i want? Am i making the right decision to study psychology?
frankly speaking, i don't even know if i should continue studying psychology or if i should change to some other courses.

i got back the ITABS results and it was atrocious. One of the worst results ever!
what can i say, ITABS is just not my thing. IT WILL NEVER BE MY THING.
but what the love?! i put in effort, but i don't see the expected results! and mind you, my expectation for ITABS ain't sky high.
ALL I WANT IS AN AVERAGE RESULT WHICH WILL NOT PULL MY FREAKING GPA DOWN!!!!!
oh great, if it is really that bad then i will need to repeat the module WHICH i would rather choose to change my course.
& people, DON'T BOTHER ASKING ME ABOUT HOW BADLY I DONE FOR ITABS. DON'T!

& its not just about ITABS which made me so demoralised.
i had the community service test today and i can't FUCKING answer most of the questions.
how am i suppose to survive 3 years of community service if i don't even know the basics??
arrrgghhh!! why didn't i choose TP's psychology??
yeah, regretting it now.. WHEN IT'S ALL TOO LATE!

i just don't understand..
i don't want this...
i don't know what i should do....

I just feel like crying whenever i think of my results. It's not just about me getting into uni or all that.
I just feel that i let my parents and group members down cos i didn't perform up to expectation.
my parents paid so much money for the freaking school fees and the least i could do was to make sure i don't screw up academically.. HELL YEAH I JUST DID IT.
if i put in more effort perhaps things will be different now.
if i put in more effort, my team mates will not be so downhearted.
I know the "if" thing is not realistic but i just need to delude myself for one more time.

no mood, no drive, no nothing.

2009-06-21T15:58:00.002+08:00

imma pig!

Take a look at my toot fringe people!!

hahahahhas

i went back to carlton to work yesterday. Its all for the sake of fun, joy and laughter~ NOT.

yeah well, felt like working so asked hyun to book slots for me.

but when i got there, i don't have the drive to work anymore.

so during briefing, i was there going on and on about how i don't feel like working till...

uncle dennis had to threatened me by saying that he will take back mao mao if i don't work.

that worked, yeah well i shutted up right after that.

hands off my rabbit!

hahhahahas

as usual, uncle was crapping during the briefing blah blah blah.

then Don began his talk on our appearance and told me to pin up my fringe.

RAWR! i cut it short enough already!!!!

my partner for the night was terence. well both of us didn't really wanna work.. i mean like who is looking forward to working?

while we were preparing our stuff, uncle called me and told me to demo as a guest cos he was teaching some newbies.

so i get to sit and stone there. hahahhaas

Don being a busybody joined me too and then he asked me if i cut my fringe to cover my pimples. RAWR RAWR RAWR!!!

like wtl la. i cut it cos its too long dude.

furthermore, he kept playing with my hair. TSK, hate it when ppl play with my hair la, i don't like to tie it again. its troublesome.

guess i hadn't been working for a while and my back hurts like hell yesterday.

it was one of the most painful day ever!!

literally died on the spot la.

well everyone was quite surprised i was back. hahas

too bad i am back for only a day..

maybe i will go work during the long hols.

MAYBE cos ... my back is seriously pain la

and i don't wanna further injure myself, as if having bruises out of nowhere isn't enough.

2009-06-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

Woots man, wasted another day in front of the laptop.
grrr, just don't have the motivation to get my freakin ass off the chair and go to the national library.
i really need to get my stuff done otherwise i will be crying when the holidays are over.
AHHHH!!!!!!! i need to read-up on my psychology and sociology!!
THIS IS SO BAD!

ok, i'm gonna jot down what i will be doing tomorrow.
1) clean my rabbits shit and change their litter.
2) brush their fur.
3) I NEED TO VISIT NLB! I SHALL LEAVE MY HOUSE AT 1.30!
4) oh, i need to meet up with my group members for the project. So if we are not meeting up, i will head down to NLB!
5) read up on all my freaking assignments and start doing 2 of them already!

&&& i snip off my fringe again..
ROAR I LOOK LIKE A NERD WITH BANGS!
GREAT LA, I'M GONNA GO WORK WITH SUCH A NERD HAIRSTYLE.
HAHAHHAS
i need to think of a way to rescue my fringe.

Outing With Primary Friends

2009-06-14T23:41:00.006+08:00

My Besties! LOLS

Us & Cute Merlion =DD

Group Photo!

Us standing on spiral staircase.

Ben & I

Chun Xian, Cute Doggy and I!

I LOVE THAT DOG!!

Merlion & I again!

Practically leaning on the wall as i was too tired.

Finally, Kai ying & I are taller than Chun Xian!

Sitting in a fake cable car..

As we have nothing better to do, the group of us decided to climb mount faber and walk the bridge after having our lunch.

ok, i must say we are crazy cos we are all not prepared to go for a long walk, especially ben and wei ni.

wearing jeans in this weather is already madness,hiking up mount faber while wearing jeans is equivalent to hell man.

even though i am wearing shorts, i am already sweating like there is no tomorrow. hahas

they must be worse off than me..

it was a fun outing though, i miss them all so much!!

lets go to botanical garden for the next outing!

i'll be sure to bring along my SLR for better quality pictures! =DD

RETAIL THERAPY!

2009-06-12T23:44:00.004+08:00

11June2009
Shopped at Marina square & suntec city with YT & SJ!
ok, I admit that it was not a fruitful shopping trip cos I didn't buy anything at all..
but it was fun! we had loads of fun walking around with YT taking random pics of us!

Spongebob and pikachu!

Big Bird!

Elmo & i have no idea whats that. hahas

Spongey and patrick. LALALA

The 3 of us!

I really enjoyed shopping with them!

had load of fun especially at the toy store! i feel like buying a spongebob now..

12June2009

Spend my day with kimmy!!

we went to tampines and did some shopping and gossiping.

hahas, bought quite a number of stuff from there especially from cotton on.

they are having a mega sale and everything is so cheap!!

On sunday, i will be going out with my primary school friends!!

woots man, i am loving my life now.

well ok, i shall visit the NLB tomorrow and start my research for my essay.

need to get some stuff done if i wanna enjoy myself during the hols!

2009-06-09T13:38:00.002+08:00

YEAH PEOPLE! I SCREWED MY ITABS PAPER, LETS REJOICE!
Thats right, the test was one big load of mess! i literally guess my way through for most of the questions. hahahhas, IT was never my forte and it will never be.

and i hate the stupid weather.. its too hot to bear and i am having a headache now.
guess i should refrain from using the comp now.
i will blog more once i feel better. =))
can't wait for my shopping spree!!!!
wahhahahahahas

2009-06-08T19:04:00.002+08:00

alright, i have changed my blogskin already!!!!
had a 4D bbq ytd! it was fun though only the usual peeps came..
pics are with sheryl so lets just wait for her to upload it on her blog then.
thanks to my dad, i was able to get home early, well not that early cos i spend like half and hour or smth finding him.
i literally walked a circle around downtown east to find him.

met boon how at downtown too!!
its been ages since i last saw him.
and on my way home, i saw teck heng at hougang.
guess everything happen for a reason??
if i was not that pig head, i wouldn't have walk the long road to find my dad and i won't meet boon how.
if i didn't spend half an hour searching for my dad, i wouldn't have saw teck heng.
talk about fate.
& in the afternoon, if melvin and wilson weren't late, YT wouldn't have spot a TAS member and *coughs* him *coughs*

see la, i just cancelled one thing on my list and now i have another new one, final term project.
1. Research about TWO child labour programme. Discuss if these programmes
are successful. Explain your findings.

2. Research about THREE main causes of youth suicide. In your opinion, which
ONE of these causes is the most dominant? Explain your reasons.

3. Research about the THREE main effects of child abuse. In your opinion,
which ONE of these effects, aside from physical death, is the most
damaging? Explain your reasons.

everyone reading my blog pls vote!!
which question should i choose? erm i am currently pondering over qns 2 &3 so pls vote for this two questions.
=)

2009-06-06T18:27:00.002+08:00

Seriously man, my dog just has to make things difficult for me..
while i was feeding my rabbit outside of my house, my dog raced down to the lift and started barking at my neighbour. is that her way of displaying her unhappiness towards my mom for going on a trip without taking her alone? i wonder.. maybe she is just trying to get back at me for pushing her down the bed just now.
adding on to my "punishment" i just knocked my elbow on the stupid door as i went to chase after my dog.. GREAT!

oh uncle dennis just called and asked me about the rabbits.
he even told me to call him if i am short of cash to take care of the rabbits
good right?? yeah, he is one good manager!
but not to worry, i will have enough cash to bring them down for grooming.
just that i am always short of cash while shopping!

back to work, i shall jot down the my assignments here. hahas, i have a knack for forgetting the things i am suppose to do these days.

1)Individual- Written Communication Assignment_APA Reference Test (by Week8 8 June Monday 2-4pm)
2)Individual- ITABS Test Chapters 5,6,8,9,10 (by Week 8 9 June Tuesday 10-11am)
3)Individual- Psychology Essay (by 2 July)
4)Group- Psychology Creative Project (by Week15)
5)Individual- Critical Reading Response due every Fri 5pm
6)LMS assignment 3 - Managing Anger & Conflict Group Role Play & Presentation (by week12)
TADA!
the stuff i am suppose do!!
it's not that bad... i guess.

having a class gathering tomorrow!!
it will be uber fun!!!!
can't wait for tomorrow!
=DD

2009-06-03T18:40:00.002+08:00

rights peeps, due to some technical problems, i cant upload pics of my new rabbits here.
all i can say is, they are FREAKING cute!!!
cute to the max!
hahahhas, one of the rabbits is called brownie too, same as my dog.
maybe i should form a brownie clan or smth.

ok, things have been difficult for me these days, i just get so sick and tired of going to school..
especially on tuesdays when there is community service..
RAWR!!
life's like that i guess, certainly not a bed of roses.
i just wish that i can look at things in a more positive perspective instead of being a pessimist all the time.

SCHOOL'S A WARZONE INSTEAD OF A LEARNING PLACE..
serious man.
sometimes i think that working at carlton is a better alternative instead of studying.
but dont worry, i wont be so stupid to quit school or smth.

2009-05-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

blogging again!
recently, i have been too lazy to blog. hahahhahas, always told myself that i will blog today but ended up procrastinating.
school's the same, having lessons after lessons after lessons.
assignments after assignments after assignments.
well at least i get to study about sleep and consciousness during psychology.
its a really interesting topic!!

went for TAS ytd.
played their so called block catching which resulted in me being in a half paralysed state now.
yeah i am just kidding.
it aint that bad, kinda interesting.
but seriously man, what the love am i thinking?
joining a super active cca. hahahhas, maybe i just wanna die earlier or smth.
should have just stick with photography and cca which are more slack.

LALALLALALALA! holidays are coming soon!!
looking so damn forward to hols!

2009-05-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

yo people!!! i am now blogging using my new laptop!
yippies! acer 3810 t is my new laptop!
yeah well, loads of people have been critisizing acer's laptop cos of the poor heat management.
but who cares man, its damn light- weighing 1.6kg!!
lalallala, i am loving it! hahahhahas

well since i am here already lets blog about ugly singaporeans.
i simply can't stand it when people dig their nose in the public.. that freaking gross.
geez man, i can't imagine the amount of bacteria on the railings and handles on the bus.
gosh, what if i hold on to the railing and its with the person's booger??!!
ahhh!!!! thats really bad.. omg, i should stop imagining such grotesque scene already.
but seriously man, pls, PLS people, pls have some personal hygiene man..
RAWR!

oh yeah, and i saw PDA today on the mrt.
on one side, i saw this couple in their mid thirties cuddling and caressing each other like everyone is blind. i am sad to say that i really REALLY find it repulsive.
on the other side, there's this Caucasian with his small little kid and the father was carrying his child who was asleep.
the child even drool on the father's shirt, but i can see that the father really love his kid.
he was hugging his child like a baby and he kept kissing him, using soothing voice to talk to the child. omg, that scene was really heart-warming man.
seeing the man loving his child, showing such a strong affection towards his child really moved me. i wouldnt mind seeing this kind of PDA for that matter.

2009-05-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

time really flies.. its the 4th week of school already!

had a 4d gathering at kfc on monday and it was really FUN!
gosh i miss 4D!!
rawr!! spending my sec 4 life in 4d was indeed really enjoyable.
i admit we are the slackest class, but still all of us had a great time there.

crammed with loads of homework and assignments for now..
but i completed my family history essay! WOOTS!
well, i am emotionally prepared when i see the results of my paper.
i dont have any freaking idea on how to write it so... i dont think i will be able to score well.
guess i will have to learn from my mistakes then.

i wanna go k-box!!!
have the urge to sing my lungs out!

i wanna meet up with kimmy and gang, meet up with my primary school friend!
hopefully there will be a 4d chalet.
stupid swine flu..

2009-05-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

i've learnt about anger management today in LMS.
perhaps it will aid me in controlling my fury.
LMS is really interesting!!
but it seems like every time i go for LMS, i am always facing problems sia..
changed my blog song to a more serene one..
hahahahhas

and pardon me for using vulgarities in my ytd post.
i simply can't control my emotions.
well, its all over now anyway.

2009-05-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

i am really disappointed in you.. Downright disappointed.
what the earth do you think you are doing???
seriously, its a really wrong move.. and i WARN you, you will definitely regret it when something bad really happens.

HAVING A GALA TIME WITH YOUR DAUGHTER NOW HUH??
thats great man! fancy flirting with the girl YOUR BROTHER IS INTERESTED IN.
i hate to admit it, but you really reminds me LITTLE MISS A.
perhaps you guys should get together sometime and exchange pointers man..
that way, maybe you can learn from her regarding the technique on telling lies cos you are not a great liar. In fact, you don't really know how to lie at all..

& whats that about the brothers forever bullshit??
flirting with the gal your brother is interested in.. don't tell me thats the way of getting to know more about your brother..
hahahaha, yeah, in order for you guys to become close brother, you will need to have the same taste in woman as him.
oh i get it, perhaps its because you guys are brothers, so its alright for you to share a girl?

please do remember, you have a girlfriend already!!!!!
besides, she has a boyfriend.. and yeah, for goodness sake, you guys are flirting..
don't try to deny it.
& Don't FUCKING TRY TO TWO TIME!
guys can't multi task better than girls because their corpus callosum is smaller than girls.
FYI, corpus callosum is a dense band of neurons that sits just below the cortex along the midline of the brain. it passes information back and forth between the right and left hemisphere allowing us to multi-task.
if you can't even handle multi-tasking, please don't fucking think that you will be able to two-time.

hahahhaha, to think that i put aside my PRECIOUS TIME to celebrate your birthday for you.
and in the end, you said forget it.. don't fuck with me man.
if you wanna meet your precious daughter then go on ahead.
you don't have to come up with so much excuse and say till its like our fault for not being able to celebrate your birthday with you.
yeah.. right now, all you care is your PRECIOUS DEAR DAUGHTER.
your gf, sisters and brothers are nothing compared to sweet old her isn't it?

this is your last chance but since you forsake us for your daughter, i have nothing more to say..
anyway, whatever i say will just be bullshit to you and whatever your daughter say will make complete sense to you.
when your girlfriend finds out about your wrong doings and when your brother finds out you've been flirting with her, i will just stand aside and laugh at you saying "you fucking deserve it."

i thought you've changed for the better.. well apparently i am so wrong about you.
i trust you to be a responsible boyfriend but i am so fucking wrong about it.
whats so goddamn good about your daughter anyway? even though I've only met her once, she doesn't give me any good impression.
all i can remember about her is she acting cute in front of you.. =.=
well i don't blame her cos she's only 14. can't blame a 14 year old immature girl.

YOU, you ought to know better than to play with a 14 year old.
saying all those crap about being afraid of falling in love with her..
FUCK THAT MAN! you are already in love with her isn't it?
sending her to school, fetching her after school.. you really think you are her father??

I SWEAR I WON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AGAIN.
i wont waste my time on you cos you don't deserve it.

GOOD LUCK IN TRYING TO HIDE YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HER FROM YOUR GF!
=))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-04-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

I FREAKIN MISS 4D!!!!!!!

i miss the times i was sitting at the back with sheryl, crapping about random stuff and having debates which i always win..

i miss BRIAN and the bunch of jokers who never fail to cause us to have stitches from laughing too much.

i miss the times where homework can be handed in late or better still, not handed in at all.

i miss every single one of the peeps in 4d!!!

i miss cheese bake rice

i miss Miss Tan!!

i am gradually getting use to poly lifestyle now but still, i have loads of stuff to fret over.

seriously man, i should have cherish the times when i was still in 4d.

recently,i have been pondering about my decision on going into NP pcs, is it really the right move?

well, whether it is or not, there is no going back now so i shall just look forward in life.

arrgghh! WORK HARD! STRIVE HARD! I WON'T GIVE UP SO EASILY!!! NO, I WON'T!

well ok, enough of motivating myself already. i will just try my best in whatever i do!

gonna tidy up my stuff tmr and start studying le! hahahahhas hopefully i dont procrastinate anymore.

2009-04-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! i am back!
i know, i haven't been blogging lately ever since i enter NP.
life there was great, except that everyday was like damn ~~SHAG~~ HECTIC.
i have no time to take a breather, alright i am exaggerating.
i'm crammed with tons of assignment and bombarded with so much information from the different modules!
yeah, my brain is kinda rusty now since i have not been using it after O's which is like months.
& my class is full of chiongsters, it won't be easy to outscore them at all..
therefore, i have to start mugging already!! RAWR!

Poly ain't that easy as i thought it would be... i kinda think that its on par with jc like seriously.
even though we dont have GP, we still have Written Communication which is like English Lessons.
there are many different modules to be covered too.
if you think sociology is interesting, it certainly ain't in the start. you gotta learn the history of sociology 1st. that goes the same for community service and psychology.
no maths in poly? in my 2nd year, i need to learn statistics..
no PW, yeah well there are tons of assignments.
to add on, there is also life management skills, i dont know whats that cos the lecture is only held tmr.
plus, there is IT lessons... WTH MAN!!

LOLS, and who said poly is slack? well ok, i dont have long hours of lessons.
but i am really tired like every single day..
psychology is really interesting! i love my psychology lecturer.
sociology is quite interesting, but only at the further chapters.
community service is interesting too, but i am always on the verge of falling asleep every single time..

will blog as much as i can afford to! =))

2009-04-15T15:46:00.002+08:00

yeah people, i am back..
you guys must be thinking why am i blogging now. well but the answer is kinda obvious.
i am freaking bored and i have nothing better to do now. hahahahas

i am kinda busy these days, going out with terence neo shun wei and hyun..
recently, we've been hanging out together for a while now and it kinda just occupies my time.
yup, and i went down to simei ITE for some cca open house.
in order for hyun and i to sneak in, we had to wear a jacket and a long black pants.
FYI, its a really hot day yesterday with the sun beating down on us mercilessly.
i think almost died of heatstroke.
well ok, we survived somehow.
saw terence and his dragon dance mates playing with the dragon yesterday and it was a super hilarious sight.

after going to his school to tour the different CCAs, we headed down to tampines 1 and i saw the supposed japan shop with a looooong queue just outside the store.
seriously man, i dont see any good about that shop.
walked around the mall and headed down to a food court for their lunch.
apparently, the air con of the food court was not working and it was hot in there too =.=
one of er zi dragon dance mate began to go histerical and started spouting nonsense and went to ask random passer-by to call the manager for complains.
had a laughing spree there once again..

after slacking around, went to er zi house to cook the sausages we bought to test out the different taste.
in conclusion, rockingham and valley chef are the most delicious sausages amongst the 4 different brands we bought.
fairprice one just sucks.
LOLS, ate like 6 sausages yesterday.. i think i am gonna have a kidney failure or smth.
hahahas, we are having a sausage party again on friday. just before i go to nch.

&& i am working on saturday!! rawr! that sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well ok, it kinda suck cos i cant have my pay on that day..
anyway, i will work hard for the rabbit!
i am gonna have a rabbit soon!!!! and terence promised me that the rabbit will be very cute!

2009-04-09T09:51:00.002+08:00

yeah ppl, i am back from china and somehow i survived the ordeal.

my days are crammed with so many stuff these days, so pardon me for the really late update on this blog. (not that its been ages)

for that china trip, all i can say is its not what i adore and seriously, i dont intend to go back there anymore..
shall update more info on the china trip when i managed to upload the pics from my d90.

7/04/09
went out with hyun too joo chiat, geylang serai and amk.... to do that survey.
i know i am such a kind soul.
doing survey is indeed.. NOT EASY AT ALL!!
you get rejected by so many ppl and the feeling of being reject really irks me.
er zi & alvin came to help us out when we were at amk.
soon after, jason arrived. (apparently one of er zi's buddy)

went to jalan kayu for a prata dinner.
Alvin was the joker of the day..
he practically stuffed a whole prata in his mouth and miraculously, he said there's still space for him to chew on the prata.
he finished the prata in just 3 bite.. how pro was that?
hahahas, i think brian has met a strong opponent now.

after seeing alvin's stunt, er zi decided to try that out too but it wasn't easy for him at all.
all of us laughed till we are to the verge of hyperventilating then.
its kinda ~~cool~~ that we are always the center of attention every time we go to somewhere to eat.
we are always laughing whenever we go out to eat.

8/04/09
went out to cityhall concourse to hand in that survey to uncle dennis gf.
she wasnt how i expect her to be.. wonder how uncle dennis managed to get her.. LOLS
yeah well after that, went for a sakae buffet with hyun.

in the evening, we headed down to serangoon to meet er zi and jason..
went to the playground to play.................. catching (yeah i know thats childish) and the poking game!
the scary part was the poking game.. it all began with hyun tickling me and the war begun.
er zi began tickling me and poking me after hyun tickled him. yeah well, we tickled and poked each other, together with some wrestling =.=
jason decided to join in the fun and tickled me while er zi is holding on to my hands.
of cos, hyun began to start her war with jason and it became 2 vs 2.
hahahas, but at times, there was some gang bang, becoming 2 vs 1.
& i think that i am a really easy target cos they keep aiming me.
well in terms of strength, theirs are way above mine.. but i think i accidentally scratched er zi and jason due to my fingernails.. both of them suffered from red long scratch marks from me.
wahahhahahas.
er zi one was especially long but i think i accidentally scratched jason's face according to him..

its been ages since i play till that crazy and to admit the truth, i think it was actually quite fun.
maybe we should have another round 2 real soon!

carlton's gossip girls seems to be put on a standstill ever since i left for china..
someone update that pls! well anyway, i am back with some more updates for carlton's gg so do look out for it. but i may not update so soon cos i am lazy..

2009-03-23T16:20:00.003+08:00

walking home from AMK

yupp, thats what we did yesterday night.

we celebrated hyun's belated birthday ytd. the peeps includes hyun, terence, 2 alvins, CTH and another guy whose name i have forgotten..

went to watched "Coming Soon" LIKE FINALLY!!!!

the movie was not really horrifying, i don't even think it should be nc16 la.

4bia was much nicer and much shocking compared to coming soon.

perhaps its because 4bia has 4 different stories, therefore there are more shocking and horrifying parts.

anyway, i was actually sitting between cth and hyun, but in the end i shifted to sitting with er zi instead.

eh hyun, good la, u sit beside cth. hahhhas, happy not?

throughout the movie, i was actually laughing.... at hyun. LOL

er zi kept pranking hyun by grabbing her legs all of a sudden and making eerie noise.

cth was also scared stiff by alvin who kept pranking him too.

after the movie, went for arcade, arcade and more arcade...

then we headed to amk for the steamboat buffet when one alvin and the guy whose name i have forgotten left.

the steamboat dinner was one of the most hilarious dinner i have ever had.

we were having a laughing spree there due to er zi, alvin and cth..

they were being lame, especially alvin.

after so long, he is still as lame as ever..

soon after, YY arrived and joined us.

er zi came up with this absurd idea of walking home from amk and we started walking.

the walk was really tiring but its quite enjoyable la, i've never walked home from amk before.

and loads of stuff happened during the walk, which i will update on carlton's gg.

2009-03-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

seems like i haven't update my blog for awhile now.
laziness at work again, i suppose.

& yeah, i quitted my job at carlton... again.
well, the reason this time is different. its not like i got tired of the job or anything.
its cos i am going for a chalet which is tomorrow and soon after, i will be going overseas.
&&& hyun if u see this, i quit work cos wu xiang is not there.
hahahahhaas

ok, so i am really busy for the week and i have trouble sorting out all of the different outings together with that chalet.
grrr, having a chalet at a really bad time for me.

now i know why people will gain weight by staying at home.
when there's nothing for me to do at home, i will be thinking about food..
but since i am too lazy to search for edible stuff in my house, i will opt to sleep instead.

lately, i have been experiencing several emotional outburst.
i will just flare up for absolutely no reason and start throwing tantrums.
in short, Act.Like.A.Kid.
and seriously, i have trouble handling such emotions and i simply cant control it.
is this a sign of pms or what?
i'm sick of myself throwing tantrums and being angry over some unimportant stuff.

perhaps i should just meditate at home and try to gain control of my feelings.
it has been affecting me like really badly nowadays.

2009-03-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

other than unlucky, i have no other words to describe this week.
dammit man, somebody must be cursing me behind my back.
well whoever you are, stop it. COS I AM REALLY FREAKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.

i'd bang my head against the wall today while i was half-sleeping.
and i mean bang like literally cos i felt a sharp pain which jolted me wide awake.
i think i suffered from some kind of head concussion after that.. (well its probably just my imagination)

and just now, my dog is acting like marley. (the dog in marley and me)
she actually peed on a cloth just outside the toilet. well thats not exactly that bad.
but soon after, she shitted at the living room... NICE ONE.
and since my mom is out, i am the one who had to do the cleaning all thanks to my bro who was doing his business too and obviously he would take any chance to shun away from the responsibility.
my dog has aways been well behaved and this is like kinda abnormal for her to shit in the living room. maybe she's acting like marley cos i told my bro it was a nice show.

ya know there's a scene whereby marley actually swallowed the necklace and my dog did the same thing this week. just that its not a necklace but an earring which cost like $300 for a pair.
so my mom had to search for that earring in a pile of shit.
unfortunately, it has yet to be found.

gosh man, this week sucks. BIG TIME.
just hope that work on sat would not be as bad.. otherwise it will be the unluckiest week of my entire life for now.

2009-03-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

it has been a tough week for me.
but nonetheless, i will try to overcome all my shortcomings and strive on ahead!!
yupp, work on sunday was a pure disaster, my performance was way below standard..
& i am damn apologetic to my partner, larry who was really a pro.
he did most of the job and i was make tons of mistakes there..
i swear this will be the last time i am gonna perform so badly again!

and yesterday, i lost my wallet which contains my IC, ez-link card, money and some rubbish.
luckily for me, someone returned it to the mrt control station and i managed to retrieve it.
i am really thankful to the unknown guy for what he had done - to return the wallet and not selfishly take the money inside and discard it.

plus, i've made a mistake regarding the poly enrollment thing.
luckily, it wasn't something major and there isnt much to worry about.

in all these, mishaps and incidents, i am blessed to have people who are willing to help me and lend me a helping hand. hahas, all i can say is "i am damn lucky".
thank you to all the peeps who are there to help me out!

2009-03-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

geez, feel like scolding ice now.
he keep reminding me that i am a shorty- by calling me shorty instead of my name.
dude i already know how short i am but can u stop rubbing it in??
seriously.

yupp and i get to serve tables yesterday~
paired up with leon, a guy whom i've never seen before.
hahas, we were ok i guess.
but i kept bickering with him regarding the guys having to carry the heavy oval tray instead of girls having to carry it.
well i am sorry for being such a weak ass alright.
i just cant carry it.

& david that super lame guy kept suaning me for the countless time.
he's always picking on me, like what uncle dennis likes to do. >=((

the peeps who'd made my day was ice.
hahas, made me laugh like shit when he told me bout the blunder he made the day before.
i dont think i can blog about it here since it will certainly tarnish carlton's image.
hahas, ice you are seriously lucky for not being found out dude.

& thanks to hyun for helping me carry my bag ytd.
& of course to wu xiang and wen quan for carrying it too. cos it seriously weigh a ton with a laptop in it. but for quan and xiang, i think it must be like a piece of cake for them.

&&&, to ah pi and lian kang who saved hyun and i from being drenched by letting us have an umbrella to shelter us to carlton!
saved me and my laptop!

2009-03-01T13:18:00.003+08:00

as you guys can see, i have removed all the carlton's gossip girl post..
i don't want to tarnish my blog reputation (if there is any to begin with) by blogging about gossips here when i should be blogging about my life..
actually i am lazy to blog about every single event that happened to her.
hahas, gonna set up a blog just for Gossip Girls which the 3 of us can have access to, then maybe the fans of Carlton's gossip girl can visit there when its done.

& so, i am back to Carlton yesterday...
funny eh, run off from there to student mart and back to there again...
ok, i admit. Carlton's not as bad as compared to other jobs.
all u have to do is chiong, usually for 5 hours and its done and over with.
unlike student mart, although u can slack, the time passes in snail's pace.
& also, i missed the air con at carlton. hahas
most importantly, the ppl there.

yesterday's event was a wedding dinner, like after so long!
and due to some ppl who didnt come when they've book the slots, everyone had to take charge of 2 tables.. or 2 person to 4 tables with guys carrying the stuff and girls serving
i was standing right beside uncle dennis, waiting for him to give me my table..
and in the end, i've got no tables!!!!!!!!!
while the rest of the peeps went to prepare the stuff for their tables, i was left with melvin, feng ge and uncle dennis.
yeah, in the end i was the drink server together with melvin.
feng ge was to help everyone in the ballroom when they are in need.
thats a really bad task to do cos more than half of the ballroom of peeps required his help.

went back on the 1st day and i was the drink server.. wth.
yeah, i know uncle dennis is being kind to be by letting me do such an easy job but i rather have 2 tables to myself.. ok, maybe not. hahas

so i cocktailed for the whole of the cocktail period. it was the longest cocktail i did alright, from 6.45 to 8 plus going to 9. how good is that?
i did the thing i hate the most for so long..
uncle dennis wanted to send me up to the 4th floor for drink server cos apparently the peeps there are all big shots, lawyers and all.
but i pleaded him till he relented and let me stayed on the 2nd floor while melvin went up to the 4th floor.
hahahas. Dennis Rocks!!

drink server is seriously not an easy job.. unless u are a slacker.
i was busy like for the whole dinner cos some ppl who apparently thought there was a drink server around and didnt bother to refill their drinks resulted in me having to refill for them while having to help the others at the same time..
& i thought uncle dennis is making me slim down or smth cos i had to run around the whole ballroom to top up drinks while helping them clear and serve when they are slow.
besides running around the ballroom, i had to run to the bar and help them refill their jugs and to the backlane to refill their tea. NICE ONE!

but time passed relatively fast, except for the cocktail part.
hahas, and i was crapping with lian kang and ah pi at the bar.
both of them were really lame and u cant argue with ah pi, cos he always wins.

and i was playing around with boon how with the phrase "ok de mah"
boon how is always filled with sweets in his pocket. hahas, and i am always getting sweets from him.

thats all for ytd at work. hahahas, quite a long post eh.

2009-02-22T20:20:00.004+08:00

pics from ytd at far east. lols pardon me for the low quality pics cos it was mostly taken from my internal camera with less than 2 mega-pixels.

right, i shall brace myself for the upcoming week of working for 7days/week.

yes, i bloody mess i have gotten myself into. nvm, i shall think of the amount of money i am able to earn for this coming week. my source of motivation is currently the books i am able to buy after getting my pay at Carlton.

& yes, i am going back to Carlton cos i miss the air-con there.

lalalas dSLR is coming SOON!

2009-02-15T21:22:00.002+08:00

stupid ice, kept suaning my current work.. & yeah, ice is a nickname for him
yeah the pay is 4 bucks per hour, doesnt include lunch, no air con!
geez, dont have to rub it in ya know..
carlton is better yeah, carlton is GREAT..

speaking of which, ice was being damn funny today.
when he saw Melvin, his immediate response was " he looks like a bear meh?"
& when he saw Ernest, he said "be careful of Little Miss A, cos u look like Cao Ge, especially from the side view.."

ice, melvin, ernest and hyun are doing 4 to 6 tables.
its obvious that ice is the one attending to 2 tables.. hahahs
hope melvin and ernest can survive this ~~ordeal~~ tough day for them..
but 1 to 1 table aint that difficult bah. although i sorta died on my 1st day of work.
but they are guys mind you and i have confidence in them. hahas

2009-02-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

about my life today!
went out with YT and HY to Marina Square to shop..
there's like countless couples holding hands and having a bouquet of rose..
feels like taking photographs of them with an instant camera and giving them the picture as v day present ya know
anyway, we didnt buy anything..
gosh. i need to buy something!

went to PS to find lik, teng and xavier.
ate KFC which was their favourite food..
si jia came soon after and we walked around aimlessly..

I NEED A REAL SHOPPING TRIP!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

changed my skin!
i have stuff about carlton's GG from today's outing..
hahas, will update tmr cos i am lazy to blog today.
HAPPY V DAY PPL!!

2009-02-08T12:56:00.002+08:00

i found a job~ LOLS at student mart selling sch uniform..
starting work on monday~~~
hope i will get to enjoy my time there.

been busy play Left4Dead!!
its a really awesome game! hahas, but too bad i can only play it offline..
i would prolly lag out if i join the public game.
guys should really have a go at this game. haahahas

2009-01-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

i have so many things to blog about right now!!!
first and foremost, i quitted my job! woots!!! no more having to keep smiling 24/7 and be so freaking polite now! well at least till i find another job..
uncle dennis was damn nice to me today! he helped me portion, well he helped everyone to portion, and he kept telling us to be careful.
then when the carlton peeps are having the lao yu sheng i was like stunned by them.. they way they lao was extremely scary..
uncle dennis was one of the first few to get the yu sheng and he was telling me to eat some.
i was like ok, standing there waiting for the peeps to take theirs before i start taking mine..
then uncle dennis gave me his plate of yu sheng! damn good lor.
and his plate was full of salmon.. hahas, my favs!
THANK YOU UNCLE DENNIS!!
yeah well, thats the end of my 1st job, waitressing at carlton hotel.
END!

yeah well, the second thing i wanna say is, SAW V RAWKS!!!!
gosh i watched that yesterday and it was awesome like totally awesome!
i love it!! and i finally get to watch it ytd!!
gosh i think its really really nice!
i love the traps!
not really too gory or anything except the pendulum which sliced off the guy's intestines and stuff. those who didnt watch it, do watch it cos i think its real nice, i was glued to that show for the whole night.
give it a 5/5!! thats for me though. lols i really love it!

3rdly, my dad is gonna get me a slr camera!!
hahas, its a matter of time when i am gonna get it, but i will be carrying it around once i got it!
woots for me!

4thly, i am freaking pissed off today.
couldnt sleep ytd cos i went to bed at 12 plus, thought i needed more energy since i need to work today.
in the end, i didnt sleep at all! zzz.. 12 plus is way too early for me to go to bed..
and just when i was about to fall asleep in the morning, the moe smsed me..
DAMN IT!!!!!!!
GRRRRR.. well at least i am free from work from now on.. till i find another one that is.

2009-01-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

CNY CNY!!!
the festive season filled with ang baos, ba kua, sharks fin, to cut the long list short, FOOD!
i seriously think i have gain weight over this long week without working...
never mind, i will be able to shed some during working. hahas
alright, i shall write down the list of movie which i am intending to watch for this year!

1st up will be UNDERWORLD: Rise of the lycans!!!
hahas, i've watched the first two movies and i think that the 3rd one is worth watching.
this movie is mainly regarding the origins of the vampires and the lycans. the lycans were slaves for the vampires in history. but they rebelled i think. and so the battle between the lycans and vampires begins.. hahas.

2nd will be TRANSFORMERS! revenge of the fallen.
i have no idea what this movie is about, but i think it will just be as good as the first movie.
this is a must watch!!!!!!!! its definitely worth it to catch it in cinema!!

3rd woots my faves!!! FINAL DESTINATION 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the 1st accident of final destination 4 is a racecar accident according to the movie plot.
lalallalalas i cant wait for this!!! but its like only in cinema at august which is a long way to go..

and of cos for those who are terminators fanatic, terminator salvation is also coming out this year. but i am not into terminator though. who cares about robots.. =.= hahas j/k

angel and demon seems like a good show, so perhaps i will give it a go.

actually, i am quite disappointed with all the recent massacre and horror movies.. they are all seriously not up to expectation! hmms, all the massacre movies are just full of shrieking bimbos, loads of fake scenes, no distinct plot, in short- bullshit.
ok, i get that massacre movies seems to be hot genre now, but for a movie without a good plot and unclear storyline is just rubbish..

alright, i am done with complaining about the horrendous massacre movies on my blog already.
shan't rant about it otherwise it will reflect bad upon me. hahas. ok la, i know that movie makers are having a hard time trying to think of a good plot and all.
shall give them a round of applause for the hard work!! *claps claps claps*

2009-01-25T02:22:00.002+08:00

this is a blog post dedicated to the teachers who have helped me attain my considered good results. lols, its a little late but yeah, here it goes.

thank you miss tan for being our form as well as english teacher! you always try your best to motivate us to study hard with ur famous quote " if you want something so badly, keep striving and the whole world will conspire to make your dreams come true!"
i still remember the countless times our class have let you down and you always tried to motivate every single time.
i will always remember this quote and keep striving to reach my goals!!

2ndly, thank you mr tan and mr koh for teaching us maths!!
mr tan you're the most patient teacher i have ever encounter and your strong determination to motivate us to put in more effort in maths really touched me.
hahas, you're the 1st teacher that has compose a song to motivate us to achieve a1 and also wearing that geeky glass and telling us to strive for a1.
mr koh, you're one of the funniest teacher ever! learning maths under you is really enjoyable cos i learnt alot from you and you're class is always filled with laughter. you never fail to amuse us with incidents and encounters you've had.

3rdly, to my science teachers ms hani and mr goh
ms hani, thank you for teaching us chemistry. i must say that science isnt my forte and i dont get quite a few chapters in chem. you've always offered to help us and tutor as in small groups.
mr goh, thank you for teaching us physics for 2 years. in sec 3, you are more humorous and witty. but in sec 4 u became more sarcastic and solemn.. although i didnt like your sarcasm, i still thank you for teaching us physics.

4thly, thank you mrs foo for teaching us F&N.
you have really help us out alot, especially for our coursework, printing out information from books, looking through our coursework and point out the errors for us to make amendments. i know it takes great effort to read through every piece of coursework to point out our mistakes, you tried to help us till the end and i thank you for always being so motherly and patient towards us.

5thly, thank you mr seah and mr rahim for teaching us combine humans.
thank you mr seah for teaching us ss, i have been laughing non stop for ur lesson. you tried to let us remember the stuff u taught by telling hilarious incident you experienced and i've remembered you always telling us "we have no time, need to hurry! you know ** class is already at ..." hahas
thank you and sorry mr rahim for teaching us history. i have been sleeping through some of ur lessons and i apologise for that. i really hated history and i cant seem to keep myself awake.
you had a hard time trying to motivate our class to work hard even till the end but even if so, u didnt give up. thank you.

thank you mr tee for teaching us geography. u have gone through much effort in doing the notes for us and we really appreciated it. thank you for pointing out the important points to study for o's during night study. you even gone through our prelim papers and tell us where our mistake were.

and of cos to my chinese teacher, Yan lao shi. thank you for teaching us chinese. lols i have been sleeping through ur lessons too.. well i thank you for helping me achieve an a1 in chinese. hahas

& thank you to the teachers who have taught me from sec 1 till sec 3!! its getting late now so i cant possible blog about every single one of u. but i sincerely thank you for helping me and everyone else in our studies!

2009-01-24T22:52:00.003+08:00

since i am so damn free today, i changed my blog skin as u can see..
lols, changed to a really cute skin with 3 cheesecake.
just staring at them makes me salivate. LOL just kidding, i aint a pig ya know.
& sheryl have a look at ur name. hahas it got the most hearts now. aint u happy??

for u guys info, i am quitting my job on the 1st of feb. wahahahas i am finally free from having to keep smiling at the guests 24/7. and hopefully my hand will get better. yep, its aching now.
have been working for up to two months or so for now and i do deserve to have a break now.
lols, anyway, working aint all that simple as it seems especially waitressing..
damn i really envy peeps with jobs that are more slack.

after the 1st of feb, i will be damn free so anyone who wanna go on a shopping spree do call me along!!
hahas, i am so looking forward to the 1st of feb.
but of cos, i will miss the carlton peeps.. well we will still be meeting up i guess
i am just hoping that my current savings can last me for a while, ~~not that i am a spendthrift~~ alright, i do spend quite alot hahas, cant lie through my teeth.

i've changed my blogsong to "sophia". once again, i have to thank DARREN KOH AKA DK the pig, the noob and otaku!!
hahahas, i am sorta like speaking bad about him here.
since i cant win you in quarrelling i shall badmouth u here. =p
hope he doesnt see this >.< hais, after the 4D chalet, i wonder when can i meet up with u guys again..
hopefully those aiming to NP will get into NP then we can meet each other there!!!
hahas, yeah lik, we can have lunch together =)) then u can be my guinea pig for counselling too!

&&& i haven't gotten my SLR camera yet!!
hope i can persuade my dad to get me one by feb then i will be able to bring it out to take photo.
praying hard for... camera! camera!

2009-01-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

home sweet home!

came back from 4d chalet ytd but went out soon after to meet up with hyun, wy lin, yy and the group of guys to celebrate hyun's birthday..

it was a smart decision to not ton ytd cos i was freaking tired!

4d chalet was fun and its great to be able to hang out with the 4d peeps after so long!

after 14 hours of sleep i am still feeling tired...

think i shall go sleep more. LOL

2009-01-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

and once again.. i think i am mentally unstable =.=
singing K in the middle of the night just cos we missed the last train??
wth.. it is crazy like seriously.
in the end, the 3 of us became zombies.
well, actually i was quite energetic cos i didnt really sing there.
was sleeping there in fact. LOLS
after K, chatted with quan and yy while yy is having her breakfast.
took the train home and chatted with yy regarding loads of random stuff.

reached home, bathe and slept for 3 hours or so.
then woke up to have my lunch and used the comp..
i am actually still quite energetic now. lols since i dont need to work today
lalalallas, think i am gonna declare bankruptcy for this coming week.
total madness!
i am sorta typing nonsense here cos my mind doesnt seem to work properly..

for more details regarding my work or whatever, do visit hyun's blog cos she always narrate stuff till its really detailed like DETAILED!
and i am lazy to blog about it. hahahahs

2009-01-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

and so, i got back my o's results!
i am qualified for psychology in ngee ann!!!!!!!!!!
woots, finally after so long!
i was quite shocked by my results for english and F&N...
i actually got A1 for english which is like WAFASHIT!
i thought i was getting a b3 for sure..
and i got A2 for F&N! was damn depress when i saw the percentage of distinction for F&N.. it was lesser than 10%.. but i got an A for it..

when i was collecting my results, miss tan was like telling me " when u want something so badly......... u will get it!"
i didnt really catch what she said at first, thought she said "u've done quite badly"
lols, was like saying fuck a couple of times when i saw my humans..
it was quite poorly done and i wasnt contented.
but whatever, its all over so i will just have to focus on my poly studies and hopefully get to university later
=)))

PS: i dyed my hair!

2009-01-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

Finally, yours truly is back!
after a few days of torture without internet.
its really very VERY difficult having to survive without the internet..
quite a few incidents happened during this period of time but since its over, i shall not blog about it anymore.

visited ngee ann poly and singapore poly today.
both polytechnics are damn big luh..
saw daphne with her friends, wei jun and group together with eunice and teresa at SP.
hyun and i wasnt gonna visit SP today but since its kinda boring today, we went to SP to find wen quan and gang..
they took us around SP to have a tour. YY came soon after so we toured around SP for dont know how many hours.

wen quan was damn fierce!!!!!
i skipped lunch cos i aint feeling hungry and during 5 plus when wen quan and you zhen were done with their stuff, they took us to the cafeteria to have an early dinner.
i didnt want to eat again and wen quan was like literally forcing me to eat!
he was like giving me this stern look and practically screamed at me to eat..
damn scary one lor, he's sorta like my dad. =.=

right since i am feeling kinda sick now, i shall end my post here.
gonna go SP again tmr... meeting a bunch of carlton peeps there
but before that i will need to have my 12 hours of sleep
hahas. will blog soon~

2008-12-31T22:53:00.003+08:00

changed my song to xiao zhu's 幸福不灭

没原因就是喜欢你

在初次相遇有重逢的心情

深呼吸让心动隐形

完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气

等我等你放下你的犹豫

嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛

我会明白你做的决定

CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你

就像海眷恋天空般的心情

你前进看着你背影

就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名

爱如果已没有我的空隙

嘿只要你可以永远开心

我会情愿渐渐被忘记

CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

把祝福送给你

OhIbelieve CauseIbelieve

那幸福不灭的定律

你的手心不一定要由我握紧

就像恒星总会有发光的原因

OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜

也值得我放弃 Wo~~

lols seems like a good change from sway.. that song makes me wanna puke already.

hahas, i love the lyrics of this song.

right an early Happy New Year to all here!

gonna go for the poly open house next week. perhaps i may even spot ~~wu xiang~~ xiang ge ge and gang at SP. wahahas

2008-12-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

14 hours of work. need i say more?

saturday was a doomsday for me. worked till i am dead like literally.

paired with alvin, 2 for 4 tables for wedding dinner. this is partly due to the fact of certain someone booking slots and NOT COMING IN THE END!

i am really sorry and thankful to alvin cos i was not in top condition on sat so i served real bad..

he had to do most of the job for the day...

sunday was much better!!

uncle dennis gave me the floor plan and told me to inform the peeps who their partner was cos he was busy talking to the guests.

i was paired with wu xiang actually but yu hui wanted to change with him so i let them swap. anyway both are pros so its the same.

before the wedding lunch, hyun, wu xiang,wen quan, yu hui, wei feng and i were playing around in the ballroom. wu xiang was saying smth and i use a knife to poke him. LOLs

wu xiang began calling quan ge quan ge ge. =.=

then i began calling wu xiang xiang ge ge

i accidentally smashed some bowls at the side station though.. 2nd time breaking something. =.=

crapped.

paired with wy lin at night, it was ok i guess. we managed it well cos it was near the kitchen.

we were even faster than some of the peeps LOLS

saw xiang ge ge eating everytime i went to the back lane =.=

keep stuffing stuff into his mouth lor he.

at the end of the wedding dinner, i was left with a plate of noddles which was 3/4 full.

quan ge saw the plate of noddles and began his eating spree at the back lane.

when he came back, he returned me the plate of noddles half full.

xiang ge ge took the rest and i saw a group of hungry ghost at the back lane stuffing the food into their mouth.

LOLS

currently chatting with er zi now. finding all the oldies songs for him =.=

hyun why u off ur phone so early sia! must be busy playing with ur psp le

2008-12-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a day full of ~~annoying~~ requests..
paired up with you zhen (idk how to spell his name) and i got the tables which i was in charge of on friday..
only this time, it was much more challenging cos the guests had damn loads of requests.
when i was serving the fourth or fifth dish, the guests had loads of request.
1st guest: excuse me, can i have some peanuts?
2nd guest: excuse me, can i have brandy?
3rd guest: excuse me, can i have 2 straws?
4th guest: excuse me, can u refill my drink?
5th guest: excuse me, can i change my drink to sprite?
the list goes on... FYI, the requests all come at one go while i needed to serve the dish.
you zhen was telling me to serve the dish 1st and hold on to their request but the guests kept harping on me for the stuff they wanted.
well it was a day full of requests and it was tiring cos i had to go to the bar for countless times..
luckily er zi was the bartender

and one of the oval tray at hyun's area fell onto the floor causing quite an uproar
at first i was thinking who's stuff dropped on the floor cos the peeps in front of me were all pros.
well for more info about the crashing of the oval tray, visit hyun's blog.
hahahas

dominic was damn sarcastic yesterday at the backlane.
he was carrying his oval tray with the fish dish on it.
and i wanted to see what kind of fish it was so i could portion it later.
so i said "wait, let me see what kind of fish it is"
then i tip-toed to have a peek at the fish and he said " wah, u still have to tip-toe arh"
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....
once again, i am being said short

today, i spend my day out, without spending a single cent!
hyun, er zi, alvin and i went to east coast for fishing.
met at er zi's house and ate there cos his mom cooked for us.
then cabbed down to east coast which was paid by er zi.. RICH LA
so we went to the jetty, found a spot and fished.
actually hyun and i was just there slacking cos its like there is no fish..
half the jetty was sealed off and there aint much fish near the shore
bought some tidbits which was also paid by er zi.
our efforts finally paid off when er zi managed to catch a fish which was quite small..
hahas that was the one and only catch today.

after which, we had to walk for a terribly long distance to the bus stop..
it was terribly long like seriously LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
yupp, and er zi was damn high when we were walking halfway through east coast.
for those who visited east coast before should know that there is a pathway for walking and another pathway for cycling.
then there were 2 small girls who were cycling at the walking pathway.
so er zi shouted at them "excuse me, this is the walkway, if u want to cycle, pls go to the lane outside"
but of course, they couldn't hear him cos they were quite a distance away from us
then he repeated "eh the pink and orange girl (cos one of them was wearing a pink shirt and the other an orange shirt), if u want to cycle go outside, OUTSIDE!"
hahas, they did turn around but i dont think they heard him clear enough.
but his action cracked hyun and i up.
we were laughing till we almost hyperventilate. it was that serious.
no long after, he saw this guy jogging in a really gay manner and he pointed out to us.
then he began mimicking that guy's action which cracked us up once again
we were on the verge of becoming hysterical, seriously.

and so i learnt that fishing is actually a very boring activity which requires loads of patience..
we should go to punggol to fish the next time cos there's more fish there compared to east coast
i tio sun burn le =.=

a few more days to go until i am being ungrounded.
my debt is not cleared yet.. ='((
luckily fishing is an inexpensive activity cos i spent my day outside without spending a single cent.
woots, but its hard to find places whereby i need not spend money though..

2008-12-20T17:32:00.003+08:00

worked overtime yesterday..
hyun and i were doing the rubbish job once again -->> cleaning up the refrigerator which was accumulating god knows what of essence for years..
the smell of the refrigerator was indeed, OVERWHELMING!
i had to bring down my perfume to spray at all around the fridge in order to prevent myself from puking.
THE SMELL WAS BAD LIKE REAL BAD!
disgusting part was, there was a pool of gross-out essence which we need to clear..
and alan poured in the carlton shampoo in hope of making the essence smell nicer..
haha, it dint work though like DUH

hyun, er zi and i were spraying perfume like crazy at the backlane and after clearing the pool or essence, i was told to wash the tool.
as for what tool did i use is a secret cos i cannot tarnish carlton's image..
anyway, i needed to wash the tool CLEAN so i had to use my hand to scrub it =.=
the horrendous experience..
hyun and er zi sprayed perfume on my hand and then on me literally cos i told them my hand was polluted by that pool of essence.

then when we board the lift to the 3rd floor, it was payback time for er zi.
hahahas, i sprayed the perfume at him continuously till we reached the 3rd floor.
i am not one to be trifled with ok. LOLS

changed and went down to wait for the shuttle bus which was provided by the hotel
we didnt miss the bus this time cos er zi was there with us.
on the bus, glen was super high and mentally unstable..
nothing much going on between dominic and mui leng yesterday
well they worked at the fourth floor and i was on the second floor so even if there's anything on between them i wouldnt have know.

paired with wen quan AKA quan ge ytd..
damn relaxing cos i only served a few dishes and all i had to do was to refill the guests' drinks.
oh yeah, before i forget, the bride's name yesterday was the same as mine.
her's was spelt as hwee yee, well but the pronunciation is the same
and yesterday when the MCs were practicing their speech, they kept saying hwee yee this hwee yee that.. its like someone is calling me.
hahas, then one colleague said a very funny thing to me "hui yee, i thought u were suppose to go up and change ur clothes le?"
LOLS, very funny huh. the hwee yee is having her wedding dinner here and another hui yee is here serving her guests.. how nostalgic, well not really. lols

went to see the doctor today cos my hand was hurting real bad..
the chinese physician kept massaging my arm till i cried out in pain.
my hand was alright for a while but i think the pain has returned again..
geez, she didnt help out much. or should i say she didnt help out at all..
zzz, hope my hand can survive tmr..

2008-12-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

TO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE, I HAVE BEEN OFFICIALLY GROUNDED DUE TO THE ASTOUNDING PHONE BILL..

MY PHONE BILL REACHED $150... thus i am being grounded till who knows when.

actually its not really grounded, my mom allows me to go anywhere which i dont need to spend money on, which is NOWHERE!

cham cham cham.

no mood blog le so i shall go off now

2008-12-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

1st up on my blog is DOMINIC AND MUI LENG'S LATEST HAPPENING!

dominic is always high on drugs.. so on sunday, when we were picking up our food from the kitchen and waiting to go out to dance again, mui leng walked passed us and dominic was like gazing at her as though she was his goddess or something.
then he said whenever he sees mui leng his heartbeat will increase tremendously =.=
Glen was also abnormal on sunday.. he keep signalling to me and huah yun saying he is handsome and told us to keep it a secret.
then he said something astounding, he is gonna snatch mui leng away from dominic!!
but dominic said he has got confidence that glen is not going to win him.

lols, during halfway through the dinner, Dominic accidentally knocked down a chair and unfortunately for him, hyun, er zi and i saw it.
then hyun went to question him " eh u see mui leng till u knock down the chair is it? but mui leng not around here leh."
dominic replied "no la, i accidentally use too much force then knocked down the chair one"
he added " actually, mui leng is always on my mind"
gosh, that was one of the most hilarious statement ever!
alright, i am done with Sunday's happening and off to yesterday's

yesterday, also at the back lane while waiting for our turn to dance, er zi got hit by the door as he stuck his head out and a person swung open the door unknowingly.
this resulted in him having a bruise on his face.
dominic was acting like a small boy at the back lane yesterday.
then er zi and glen was saying something about mui leng again as usual to dominic.
as my memory has once again failed me, i cant remember what they said.

anyway, back to work.
paired up with wu xiang yesterday and it was quite slack for me.
i dont need to step into the kitchen and the clearing point at all
woots!! lols i dont mind working with him again! it was very relaxing for me.
lalalas.
but unfortunately for us, one of the guest at our table puked..
guess he drank too much and it was gross.............. he puked inside one of the jug.
and u know what, they placed the jug under the table and it toppled over.
the content was spilled over the floor....
NICE ONE MAN!
hyun was laughing so loudly at the back lane and wu xiang complained to me that he felt like bashing up hyun cos she was laughing extremely loudly when we are suffering over here.
gosh that table of guest were all pro drinkers or what.
they drank like loads of alcholic stuff and i didnt want to serve that table cos they were quite drunk. lols left that table to wu xiang and i helped to serve the other 2 tables instead.
after the banquet, everyone was trying to have a glimpse of the gross vomit the guest left under the table.
lols, one of the guys almost stepped on the vomit unknowingly and he immediately yelled out "fuck!" extremely loudly.

went home with hyun, er zi, Alvin, yun yu ( apparently another daughter of mine), wy-lin and 2 new guys.
er zi was damn high after work.. playing catching with hyun and challenging me to run down the escalator which was riding on the opposite direction.
seems like i got alot of sons and daughter at Carlton. gosh er zi and hyun, stop asking so many ppl to be ur brothers and sisters already.. its like i am a sow giving birth to so many kids. =.=

2008-12-14T12:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a killer..
3 person 5 tables. that was the original layout for us..
fortunately, one of the reserved tables was not open and we had 3 person to 4 tables instead.
worked with hyun and alvin lols hyun and i was praying, hoping we would not be together but lian kang insisted on having us together. =.=
anyway, work yesterday was a little rushing and all but we managed to cope it.
but poor alvin had to carry all the heavy stuff to the clearing point and he had to pick up too.
THANK YOU ALVIN!!!

Dominic was extremely extremely hilarious yesterday.
during our first pick up before we need to go out and dance, a group of us was standing at the back lane waiting to go out.
it was then when wy lin asked er zi random stuff regarding mui leng.
then er zi said something crude but at the same time comical about her.
hyun, wy lin and i was laughing like mad and then dominic suddenly step up and said " bu yao zhe yang jiang mui leng leh, ta gang gang rebond ta de tou fa."
this cracked us up once again and we were laughing like crazy behind.
dominic then continued on siding with mui leng then saying alot of funny what not which lead us to having stomach cramps later.

inside the ballroom, he continued with his blabbering about how much he loves mui leng and stuff. during the second walk-in by the couple, dominic said "mui leng and i will be the one walking on the red carpet tomorrow. i very shy sia"

according to hyun, when the peeps were shouting yam seng inside the ballroom, Dominic and mui leng happens to be at the bar together and dominic was holding up an imaginary cup shouting yam seng together. LOLS
i think Dominic was on drugs yesterday.. this results in him becoming psychologically unstable.
hahas

larry was in charge of supervising us at the ballroom yesterday and he kept saying my face is very "chou" as in the smelly, well u get the meaning.
anyway, he kept smiling like an idiot whenever he sees me which cracks me up every time.
then at the back lane i asked him, " wo de lian zhen de hen chou meh?"
his reply was, "chou la, ni bu xin, ni wen wen kan. oh, ni wen bu dao ni zi ji de lian"
zzz...
and hyun added on, "spray perfume la, then ur face when be so smelly le"
all the lame peeps are all gathered at Carlton isit?

oh and Dominic said he was gonna have his wedding dinner at swiss hotel. 200 tables sia.
hahas, lets see what is he up to later on at work.
i will update u guys on the hilarious happenings at work. (though i think no one reads my blog)
but well, i will still update for the sake of fun, joy and laughter.
LOLS

2008-12-13T12:34:00.002+08:00

for the extremely hilarious info regarding work on 10th of december 2008, visit hyun's blog.
LOLS cos i am lazy to blog about it.
but working with Dominic was relaxing, hahas and alot of comical stuff happened.

yesterday however, was another story..
worked with hyun for 3 tables and it was disastrous.
hahas, think we worked with guys too much that we forgot how to cooperate with each other already.
plus we got used to not stepping into the kitchen when pairing with guys.
but alot of people helped us which includes like almost every supervisors and uncle Dennis.
there were like tons of people who helped us, and i am extremely grateful to each and everyone of them. =)))
Gan Ma!!!! love you to bits man!

but Larry the la-me guy was damn La-me yesterday..
i was helping to sweep all the rubbish onto a round tray after the banquet and he was also there sweeping the rubbish.
then he kept calling me ah soh cos i was carrying the round tray to for him to put the rubbish..
crap sia, like i am that old =.= if i am ah soh then he is ah gong le lor

chatted with hyun and terence till 4 am ytd.. hahas think hyun haven't wake up yet bah..
terence, that guy confirm 2pm then wake up one lor.

i shall end my post here.

2008-12-09T11:51:00.003+08:00

slack slack slack~~

yesterday was quite slack, no i should say really slack.

cos i paired up with Feng Ge for 3 tables and he was DAMN PRO!

according to others, he can easily take care of tables alone and its the truth..

lols all i had to do was help him change SOME and i really mean SOME plates and refill drinks.

it was a completely slack day for me. hahas

& er zi did something funny yesterday. hahas, too bad i cannot let it out without the permission of hyun.

i have been dancing for like almost everyday already... feels disgusted and sian lor

and lian kang was saying that they didn't choose us, it was the guests who wanted us to dance.

=.= like the guests know who we are.

i really think i am gaining one bruises everyday..

even though ytd was slack, i still have a new bruise.

WTH IS THIS??!!!

carlton peeps are lame, hilarious and fun to be with.

though they tend to curse quite alot, they are really good peeps.

hahas, i really enjoy working there

=))))))))

2008-12-07T11:46:00.002+08:00

due to my extreme laziness and the lack of time, i shall upload 2 pics of the shopping spree the four of us had on thursday. for more pictures, visit ying ting, si jia or hyun's blog. i think they have uploaded like ~~quite a few pics~~ ok, it should be alot of pics.

took the Singapore flyer on Wednesday.. i took quite alot of pics, but again, cos i am too lazy, i shall just upload one pic. ermm i think the flyer is too big, so I'd only managed to capture like half of the flyer.

yesterday was a torture.. IT WAS PURE TORTURE!!!

12 hours of work.. 11 and a half hours of standing. my leg is gonna break at this rate.

on the afternoon, huah yun and i took 3 tables together.

we had to dance again. =.=

anyway, we made friends with ppl from compassvale and they were quite ok.

lols, hyun tried to carry the oval tray and she accidentally hit against the wall.

according to her, uncle dennis eyes was like almost popping out already. hahas

HYUN NU ER! BE CAREFUL SIA!!

at night, the wedding was like damn full.. 38 tables. WTH?!

i had trouble trying to walk around my area..

& i had to dance again. =.=

actually, hyun, hui jun and i was assigned 3 person to 3 tables.

but due to space constrain and other stuff, we switched to Glen working with me for 3 tables and hyun working with hui jun for 3 tables..

the space is really damn small, i can hardly squeeze through the chairs to another table

but working with Glen was quite relax.. i don't need to walk to the kitchen at all

just had to stay there refill drinks, change plates and serve.

but seriously, Glen and company thinks that i am unable to carry dirty dishes..

gosh, they keep asking me " u can or not??"

RAHHHH!!!! angry sia, take me for what? i am not that weak ok??!! (although i am not very strong either)

got more bruises again.. and its on my arm now.

and i think i injure my leg.

gosh, more bruises and scar coming up.

Congrats to me!

anyway, the people working in carlton are all very lame..

according to Larry, whom i thought was a normal guy, LAME is pronounced as La-Me..

a lame guy for real..

oh yeah.. i cut my fringe away due to work..

now, its simply nerdy. gosh, shouldn't have cut it so short.

2008-12-03T13:17:00.003+08:00

the record for yesterday 10 plates of tako yaki....

i went on a sakae buffet with huah yun, alvin, terence and his lao po.

terence came up with the idea of ordering 10 plates of tako yaki and we had to finish the 30 balls of tako yaki.

LOLS the look of the people around us when the waiter brought the tako yaki to us was hilarious.

but it was a difficult task having to finish off everything.

anyway, i have to go now so for more details, visit huah yun's blog (that is if she had already blogged. if not, just wait for it, she will definitely blog about it)

lastly, the camera shy couple.

2008-11-30T16:59:00.003+08:00

back to blogging..
hahas, i am gonna slack for like till friday..
apparently there aint many events this week so there's no work for me
Hyun and I saw Raymond and his Gf on the third floor yesterday and Hyun called out Shi Niang
to his Gf. LOLS
then Raymond gave her this quizzical look and said "Bu yao er xin la"

Alvin was damn funny yesterday. hyun and i went to the 2nd floor to take the baby chairs up and saw Alvin. and he was there saying about the newcomers.
they told him that there was no tray rack, the thing to place the trays.
but when he went behind, the found the tray rack. the newcomers actually thought that it was a ladder.
hahas, when i told hyun about it at the mrt ride home, we were laughing like mad there.

lalalas, yesterday was quite slack actually, each of us took care of only 1 table.
and the guest on my table was actually very "automatic"
hahas, they helped me to clear the dishes and portion it themselves.
so i just stand around and help them to refill their drinks and stuff.

hyun actually tried to carry the oval tray!!
she managed to do it without much difficulty, because there aint much stuff on it.
but nonetheless, it was PRO!!!

we worked till 1130 yesterday and had to run all the way to the mrt station in order not to miss the last train..
it was like running marathon. hahas and hyun said that i should join the relay team cos i was actually the first to reach the station.

changed my song to sway by michael buble.
this song is actually the song we used for our presentation.
lols, speaking of which, my er zi was damn funny yesterday.
hyun ask him if he has this song cos gan mah wanted it..
then he said if they want they can use their phone and record it down when the music plays.
he also added that they can change it to remix version and he started belting out random songs at the pantry.

ok, i am done with blogging today!

2008-11-29T12:57:00.002+08:00

PIGGING OUT RIGHT NOW~

i just woke up from my deep slumber, which is approximately 11 hours.
muhahaha, i think my Nu Er is still sleeping though..
yesterday's job was alright, get to serve the VIP! which is like ZOMG
well anyway, i was in charge of their drinks so all i need to do was to refill their drinks and such
hyun and i made friends with the girls in charge of the VIP and gosh they are like so damn strong!!
they are able to carry the freaking big oval tray with loads of stuff on it. =.=
THAT WILL BE WHAT I AM GONNA MASTER SOMEDAY. hopefully.

yesterday's dinner and dance was full of Caucasians and there was this damn stunning guy there. hahas, hyun and i together with shi jie was busy ogling at him.
thats one good thing about working there, lols you get to see loads of stunning Ang Mohs.

BUT, i had sustain quite a few bruises here and there..
my leg now is like freaking ugly with loads of blue and black
COOL MAN!

hahas, working at 6 today...
Terence is working today too! lols at least there is one more person to chat with.
& hyun Nu Er, get better soon!! must take care of yourself!
lalalas, tomorrow is my off day~

2008-11-28T11:54:00.004+08:00

since i am freaking bored right now, i shall blog about my work yesterday..
apparently there's this rich couple having their wedding at carlton yesterday. 31 tables, that's alot!
anyway, since there is only like 16 or so waiter/waitresses, each of us has to take care of 2 tables.
LOLS, imagine that! how can i manage 2 tables ALONE when me and my nu er (hyun) cannot manage 3 tables.
hahas, well anyway, yesterday was easier than Tuesday though.
cos the people are WAY NICER than the guest on Tuesday.
and er zi (Terence) was there to help us carry all the heavy dirty dishes to the clearing point.
but he was freaking stubborn yesterday, he kept insisting on carrying the dishes even though he seemed to injure his spine.
anyway, i told him about the importance of the spine to the male...
since he doesn't care then there's nothing i can do.

right, something pissed me off yesterday.....
but i shan't complain it out here cos i think its only a waste of time typing it out.
ok, i admit. i am LAZY. hahas

oh yeah, and on my way back, i tried a stupid stunt at dhoby ghaut..
running down the escalator which is going at the opposite direction, which is up..
hahas, that was fun but at the same time tiring.
well according to nu er, she said alot of peeps were looking at me when i was doing that..
LOLS, anyway, i jumped down when i was 3/4 done.
then an auntie was giving me this disapproving look and telling me how dangerous it was.

back home, chatted with my nu er and er zi..
hyun seemed to be very energetic indeed..
keep disturbing er zi and me when we were about to sleep.
hahas save up your energy for later.

oh yeah to add on, i hope that the banquet later will be easier!!!!
pair me up with a guy! geez. or ask a guy to help me carry all the dirty dishes out PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-26T10:14:00.002+08:00

this is a story about 2 girls working in a hotel as a waitress having to be in charge of 3 tables of a certain wedding dinner which took place yesterday.
there is only a word to describe the work yesterday, HELL
Raymond Hew, i think you really think too highly of us like seriously..
2 girls 3 tables???????????????? WTH was that man!
how on earth are we gonna bring all the dirty dishes to the clearing point???
for your info, we don't have the strength of guys.

I AM HALF DEAD NOW.

anyway, i have looked at my wants list and found out that i haven't accomplished any of it..
i haven't watched Art Of Devil 3 and also Saw V...
the result of working ------> you don't have time to do the things u want
but working at Carlton is fun, the peeps there are really good.
at least most of them are.

lazy to type out every single thing that happened at work so i shall just end here.

2008-11-22T09:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the second day of my work.
it was much more easier than the first one, cos my left arm ain't soring as badly as the first day.
partly was due to the help of Glenn, who is apparently Huah Yun's primary school friend.
the two of us had to take care of 3 tables so in the end he carried all the heavy dishes from the kitchen and all the dirty dishes to the clearing place.
all i had to do was to refill their drinks and clear the plates.
anyway, i learnt alot from him. lols so i think i should be able to survive this job..
i've currently earned $63.......................... which is like such a damn long way from my $988 for my camera!!!! perhaps i shall ask my dad to sponser like half of the money for me to buy the camera instead..
i will need to work like approximately 30 days before i can buy the camera. WOOTS! and by the time i think my arm is already broken.

well i am beginning to like my job now cos there are loads of helpful peeps there. hahas i dont think i am gonna change my job for the time being.

since i am not working today i shall use the comp for as long as i want!!
gonna play wahjong like siao!
lols, oh yeah pirate job has came out for maplestory.. think quite a number of people would be returning to playing maple le bah.
well, jia yous in chionging maple then!

2008-11-21T10:13:00.003+08:00

my left arm is breaking...
here's how the story goes.
i went to carlton to work with huah yun yesterday, thats officially my first day of work.
lols and guess what, i had to serve in the banquet.
carrying all the heavy dishes, topping up their drinks and changing their plates.
and there, my muscles are soring now..

i made like loads of mistakes yesterday.. LIKE LOADS!!!!
hahas, luckily the table of people i was in charge with is all peeps in their 20s.
they were all very understanding and i was not scolded or anything.
and there's this certain guy who keeps teasing me =.= asking me to place the coke jar there so i dont need to walk around. then when i was helping him to refill his drinks he said later he become bloated cos he drink too much water..
but his girlfriend told me to heck care him cos he's crazy..
well but he's really good lols, so is his girlfriend.

oh yeah, and the people working there are also damn good to me.
lols, they helped me out alot, especially this Edwin guy.
thanks to them i managed to walk out the the hotel in one piece.
well but i need to be more independent and not rely on them so much.
need to practice more and train up my strength
& there's a guy who looks like chun feng. his looks are like 60% similar but his character is like exactly the same..

gotta go now.. i'm working today again, from 6 till 11..
& its BANQUET AGAIN!!!!!!!!
i hope i don't screw it up like the last time...

2008-11-17T21:45:00.002+08:00

Life is all about risk and it requires you to jump.
but sometimes, people are unable to jump pass the obstacle and they ended up tripping and falling on the ground.
there are 2 types of people in this world- the optimist and the pessimist.
a pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. (well everyone should know that)
my point here is, don't give up easily in life!

great! i haven't been blogging much these days.
well i went out like almost everyday so i am kinda busy right now.
lols, partly is also cos i am lazy =.=

ONE IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT RIGHT HERE!!!
I FOUND A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND ITS ALL THANKS TO HUAH YUN!
hahas. its my 1st time working so i hope i am able to do it well.
I WILL WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

lalalas~ its the

LAST DAY OF O's !!!!!

ORDINARY LEVEL EXAMINATION IS OVER!

saw alot of people tearing their entry proof

hahas, some inconsiderate peeps just littered them on the floor =.=

but its the end of o's, so it is understandable

To celebrate this joyous day, i went out with my cousin =))

lols, its been ages since i met up with her already

went to PS to catch a movie and we were the 1st to enter cos we stationed at the entrance for 10 mins or so.

salty popcorns are killing my tongue and lips..

problems just keep surfacing one by one

sometimes, we are unable to climb up when we collapsed

in times like this, we should just try to grab on the hands which were held out to help you

troubling someone, isit? isit really?

but they rendered their help to you because you are important to them, they dont want to see you in dispair, to face everything by yourself.

because its difficult to find people who are willing to listen, to be there for you whenever you need them, all the more you should cherish it isn't it?

the present you are different from the past

everything is changing, things around you and you, yourself

dont just live in the past and cower because of things that happened in your past

just give yourself another chance, give the people around you to do something for you

the above is just something i feel like typing but its not worth reading.

so if u cant make out anything cos the font is too small, dont bother reading it.

time is in motion, it will continue without faltering

you might be left behind without knowing..

so just look forward to the future and stop living in the past!

2008-11-10T16:33:00.002+08:00

back to blogging~
tomorrow is the last day of O's !!!
woots, just sprint for the last lap and we are done and over with O's!

i'm gonna change my blog song to something by Mi Lu Bing
lols, support local singers!

2008-11-06T21:08:00.005+08:00

The end of the tormenting, hellish period of O levels!!!

there's still a MCQ paper on Monday so its not really the end

but whatever, i have like attained 3/4 of my freedom already

woots!!!! gonna go sing k tomorrow WAHAHAHHA!!

its the only motivation i had to chiong for all the exams.

hahas, lots of people are watching movies today. but i am stuck at home..

and you know what i did?

i tried playing DOTA. lols i install the game using my brother's cd..

its was freakin difficult to play la.

zzz.. now i understand why my brother is considered as above average when playing DOTA.

hahas, nonetheless, i will work hard to master the game.

then i will quit playing it. LOLS

i shall put some photos up here in reminiscence of our class 4D.

lols, still remember the time where like almost all the Chinese peeps slept in class?

then me and sheryl was taking pictures of u guys behind.

hahahas, Chinese lesson = slacking lesson. proven here.

hmms, not much things to blog about, maybe cos too long nvr blog and i dont know what to type.

i will try to keep my blog alive

=))

2008-09-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

(blah blah blah...)
came here to spout nonsense. lols
nah, shall blog about the stuff i did today.
went with si hui and kimmy to chinatown for k-ster.
sang loads of english songs there and went to slack at kimmy's house later.
watched a night at the museum at her house.
not bad, the show was quite interesting and si hui is damn noisy while watching the movie.
i think she should be BAN from the cinema, she will cause an uproar there. hahas

yeah, previously, i went to watch 4bia a group of peeps in my class, so now, i am gonna type down the synopsis of the 3rd and 4th story for the benefit of the people who did not have the chance to watch it.

the third story is about 4 guys going camping in a forest...
it started of with one of the guys (guy no. 1) talking about ghostly encounters his friend had while camping.
his friend, apparently, the one sleeping closest to the zipper had a female ghost sitting on his lap.
so one of the guy

you know what, i found the link for the movie on youtube. lols
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZg7fdxEpgI
rather than having me here ranting on and on about the movie, why dont you guys go watch it yourself. lols.
THIS THIRD STORY IS DAMN FUNNY I TELL YA!
i think the person uploaded the whole movie but this is the link to the first part of the third story.
enjoy~

oh and iron man rocks shit!! i love that show!!!!!!!!
will blog more, provided if i am not lazy. =)

2008-09-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUYS! I AM BACK!

yeah, i am back for a day to post all the shit about prelims.

damn i am so going to flunk my prelims for good.

F.Y.I people DO NOT ASK ME ABOUT MY RESULTS ALRIGHT!

I AM NOT GONNA TELL YOU.

hais hais hais, tomorrow is the last day of it anyway, so whatever..

& i have something to complain about, why all the singapore shows all so cliche one arh?!

take the 7 o'clock show on channel 8 for example, the storyline so predictable!!!!

arrggghhh. scheming people, there are always so many scheming plots in the drama.

i hate watching that la and the scriptwriters just like to write that in almost every drama..

watching all those scheming people getting away with it gives me a knot in the heart.

speaking of which, sheryl went for audition for a jack neo's film.

hahhas one of the lines was so lame and old school " yong bie le, Benny"

zzz, this was what sheryl had to say before she "jumped off the building".

omg, my msn is not working.. probably being affected by the virus in my laptop..

this sucks shit.

ok, its working now.

off to chat~

scarred mtv rocks! loads of peeps got injured while doing dangerous stunts on their skateboard. all i can say is, do wear a helmet while skateboarding. you will regret if u dont!

2008-08-28T14:02:00.002+08:00

when things don't go as you wish, wish them as they are.

i dont know what i should write here since i dont have much things to share with you guys.
only that i may be going bonkers soon. nah, just kidding.

work hard for your bright future- the endless road

just mug hard alright! and happy teachers' day anyway, at least we get to have one day to relax.

thank you to all teachers who put in your best effort in educating us!

2008-08-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

hereby, i am proud to announce that i am done with my Food & Nutrition coursework!!
woots!!!!
congratulation to all F&N peeps who have managed to survive the ordeal.
ITS OVER!!!!

phew, i can now concentrate on other subjects and no more computer work!
you can see how ecstatic i am from the amount of exclamation mark used.
almost all the F&N peeps stayed in the computer lab till 7++ to finish up their coursework.
& i thought i was done with it... until i realised i did not do the case study and 3 day diet.
moreover, xavier informed me that we have to do our own graphs and table as copy & paste from the HPB website is known as plagiarism.
Hello people, like we are suppose to know how to calculate the amount of nutrients in the food item?? yeah, we are that clever... =.=''
lots of stuff happened during the F&N remedial, lik, yuen chai and xavier forgot to develop their photos and had to walk to compass. seems like they did not save a clear shot of their dishes and had to walk to compass again after going back to school.
& lik was kind enough to help me buy bubble tea =))
THANKS!

after F&N, the girls wanted to visit the toilet as you know, nature calls
the school was damn spooky in the night, especially the computer labs.
it seems like some green ray was radiating from the labs.
lols, the exit sign was the spookiest of all...
and we remember the ghostly encounter which xavier told us about.
& the toilet we were visiting was the exact venue which he saw the girl sitting on the latch swinging her leg.
zomg, i am feeling so tense up while typing this.
fortunately, nothing happened to us.

melvin was so freaking hilarious la, acting as the tour guide as he lead us out of the school.
i think he has the qualities to be a tour guide. hahas.
had my dinner at KFC with the group of peeps and went home soon after.

think this will be the last time i am blogging here.
will be back after O's.
oh yeah, before i forget, i manage to achieve an A1 for my chinese O level!!
i am one step closer to my aim!

good luck guys for the upcoming prelim and O's!!

mugging starts now!

2008-08-07T16:06:00.002+08:00

back to blogging!!
i have been working hard for this week =))
have been revising consistently and i am starting to mug now!!
thanks to my friend who has been encouraging me and giving me moral support.

this week has been a torture though, especially yesterday.
had our prelim science practical yesterday, it was so intense!!!
think i am going to fail my practical, i suck in that.

& damn that *** he is seriously a fucking asshole la
having that shitty hairstyle and just because he has the authority to reprimand students, he made hell for us.
zzz.. stupid bird face.

i had loads of things to blog about but its all minor stuff.
& i have added the archives. :)

2008-08-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

wow, my blog has been dead for one month!

congrats!!

lols I'm here to revive it after one month, i was planning to blog yesterday but was too lazy.DUH

hungry ghost festival is here again.

think you guys received those chain messages regarding the stuff which we are not suppose to do during hungry ghost festival?

lame people has been circulating the messages around and the content is exactly the same as last year's.

zzz, have some creativity will ya?

argghh.. I'm so looking forward to watching art of devil 3 in the cinema but my bro just said that it is rated as R21.

scary pic? lols, the movie contain lots of gore and gruesome scenes.

but i still dont think there is of need to rate it till R21.

speaking of which, i have a sudden craving for smores!!

look at the chocolate oozing out and the marshmellow!!

yum yum, i shall make some tomorrow :))

there, i update my blog already!!

2008-07-01T18:51:00.003+08:00

damn i am not suppose to be using computer today.
zzz.. but have this urge to blog and i have to transfer songs to si hui's thumbdrive.
anyway, tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY !!!!
birthday means CAKE !!!
i want my cake!
oh wells, shall have my cake tomorrow anyway.

hais. seems like our class is here to demoralise teachers.
every teacher seems so fed up with our class and mdm tan was utterly disappointed with us.
well what she said wasn't wrong though.
our class is just too problematic.
even mr seah was pissed off with our class...
think we should all go reflect on our behavior and actions now.

alright, i shall answer sheryl's question on what is love here since i am here.

Love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction.
The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
As an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual.
Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.
From Wikipedia

Basic Components of LoveWhat do you feel when you love someone? If distilled down to it’s core components, what would those be? Yes, love is an emotion, a feeling, a wanting, and a “being”. We know it feels good, but what specific feelings, wantings, and beings are present when we feel love? Here are the common denominators of love...

Love is Accepting.Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love evaporates.

Love is Appreciating.Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.

Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good.We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, physically, mentally and emotionally.

long? anyway this is the answer.
lols straight from the internet.

right i write down my aim for this 3 months before o level to motivate myself.
- no using of computer/laptop except fridays and weekends
- no sleeping unless i finish all my homework
- 2 hours of free time only. 1 hour if i stay in school till after 5.
- revise for at least 2 hours a day.
- no skipping of tuitions.
- NO PSP OR NEW HANDPHONE AT THE END OF THE YEAR IF I BREAK THE ABOVE RESOLUTIONS.
damn i am going to regret this, i know i will but at least i will work hard
dont think i am going to blog anytime soon so this blog will be dead.

2008-06-19T11:19:00.002+08:00

wow. to think so many people came here to say about their oral stuff.
although its a little late, THE ORAL WAS FRIGGIN TOUGH.
whats with the conversation man ?? asking me questions which caught me off guard and things which i dont really understand. zzz. like i know about self-less stuff and shit.

i got a band 1 for passage and a band 2 for both picture and conversation.
zzz...

btw, the physics paper is so difficult..
i have no idea how to do it.

short and sweet for today.

2008-06-13T21:25:00.004+08:00

zzz.. my blog song screwed up again..
i dont want to change it but all the songs keep screwing up.
gonna change to another song later.

its been a hectic week for me, was out for almost the whole week..
right, on Wednesday, i went out with huah yun to catch narnia: prince Caspian.
it was a nice show and that was the first time i felt so comfortable in the cinema cos we were the only ones at the back row.
hahahs, get to stretch my legs.
the movie was good but not till the extent of brilliant.
will give it a 3.5/5

on Thursday, i went out with kai ying and wei ni.
guess what, we ate suki sushi again..
and i ate the gross out scallop again...
but this time, i dint spat it out, i swallowed it as a whole.
DONT EVER EAT IT!! or EAT IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.
yeah, its that horrible.
after our lunch, we walked to far east and i tell ya that was the most tedious walk ever.
its not only cos far east is damn far, but there are tons of people advertising their stuff and persuading you to purchase them.
around 3 people approached us and that was when we tried to "siam" from them. can you imagine the number of people approaching you if you dont try to evade them ??

there was this dude who kept blocking my way while advertising his $10 stuff for which you can get a notepad and a couple of Eng Wah tickets.
this is our conversation (well its something like that)
he: hey, i am not trying to sell anything or what ... you can hold this you know, its for free. all you need to do is donate $10 to this certain shit and you can have it for free. (he dint say certain shit, i dint remember so i just type that)
me: ermm, but i dont go to Eng Wah for movie.
he: err.. but i heard that gv is not very good. besides, you can go watch kung fu panda with your friends with this tickets. its $10 only.
me: but i dont have the time to watch movie.
he: but its for 1 year, till 2009, you will have plenty of time to do so.
me: but i dont have money now.
he: no need alot of money what. you can share with your friends, so you just pay 2+ each.
me: i dont think they want to buy it though, and i cant persuade them.
he: they are your friends, surely you can ask them to do so.
me: no, they wont buy one. besides, i am really broke now, i dont even have a $2.
he: really? then how you go home?
me: ez-link card ? by bus ?
the persuasion continues.. till around 5 mins before he relented.

and i was there thinking, like i will watch kung fu panda ?? and $2 plus each is not enough dude. there is only 3 people so technically, we need to foot around 3 plus.
we had to siam so many people before reaching far east.
that was so tiring.
but i manage to buy a nightmare before Christmas wallet as a birthday present from them.

gonna go out with them tomorrow for kai ying's present :)
at least we are not going to orchard again..

learn the tactics of evasion before trying to walk on the streets of orchard.
tip 1: when one of your friends get caught, never ever rescue them, cos they will drag you into their scheme too. run away 1st and meet up later.
tip 2: listen to your mp3 and you can easily walk away if they try to approach you. (act like you cant hear them)
tip 3: RUN AWAY !!! (and i mean really RUN )
lols that all i know, dont know if it will work or not though.

2008-06-10T13:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALISON AND YING YING !!
lols, kinda high now.
too bad can't join you guys for the celebration.

had our class gathering yesterday.
all i can say is, the food SUCKS BIG TIME
never ever go to sakura for buffet again, its a waste of money$$.
the variety of food is so limited and many just doesn't taste nice at all. zzz

plus, there is this chemical smell lingering on my hair and clothes. i don't know where its from but i've washed my hair 2 times already and its still there.
zzz.. need to use a stronger shampoo later.
anyway, though the food is not up to expectation, the company was good, like what sheryl had said.
i enjoyed my time there with you peeps.
4D ROCKS !!!!
BTW, no photos here cos u can just get it from others blog. (i am too lazy to upload here)

oh yeah, brian has this game in his psp i think its called djmax.
its so like o2jam but in psp form.
had the urge to buy one psp for the game..
should i, or should i not ??

right, lets get on with my blog post
saw this article regarding a woman being rape by a psychopath. i will put the article below.

The time crept by so slowly and painfully that the 23-year-old Columbia University journalism student had decided it was time to end her life.
Over many torturous hours, she had been repeatedly raped, sodomized and forced to perform oral sex, a prosecutor told a jury on Thursday.

The accused, Robert A. Williams, 31, had doused the woman’s face and body with boiling water and bleach, forced her to swallow handfuls of pills and to chase them with beer, sealed her mouth with glue, and bound her wrists and legs with shoelaces, cords and duct tape, said the prosecutor, Ann P. Prunty.

And now, Ms. Prunty said, he was asking the woman to gouge out her own eyes with a pair of scissors.
And so the woman, sitting on the floor of her studio apartment in Hamilton Heights and holding a pair of scissors between her knees — the blade pointing toward her face — tried to stop the suffering.
She lowered her face to the blade, but turned her head at the last moment, trying to stab herself in the neck instead of her eyes.
The scissors slipped from her grasp, the suicide attempt failed, and the woman suffered several more hours of torture, Ms. Prunty said.

The woman survived the nearly 19-hour ordeal, which ended, Ms. Prunty said, when she used a fire started by Mr. Williams to burn the cords that secured her wrists to a futon.Mr. Williams went on trial Thursday in State Supreme Court in Manhattan, where he faces 71 criminal counts, including attempted murder, rape, arson and assault.

If convicted, he could spend the rest of his life in prison.Mr. Williams, who was homeless at the time of his arrest about a week later at the scene of a burglary in Queens, has a lengthy police record dating to his childhood, the authorities have said. He was charged in a murder as a juvenile, though the outcome of that case is sealed, a law enforcement official said, and he spent eight years in prison for an attempted-murder conviction in 1996.

The prosecution began presenting its case with Ms. Prunty’s vivid, step-by-step account of the attack, which she said began about 10 p.m. on April 13, 2007, and lasted until 4 p.m. the following afternoon.

Mr. Williams’s lawyer, Arnold J. Levine, did not make an opening statement.
Outside the courtroom, Mr. Levine declined to talk about his strategy.
In hearings before the trial, he seemed to indicate that he would challenge witnesses’
identification of his client.

The victim and several witnesses in the six-story apartment building where the woman lived picked out Mr. Williams from lineups, Ms. Prunty said.
She said that DNA evidence also linked him to the crime.Justice Carol Berkman, who is presiding over the trial, found in October that Mr. Williams was mentally fit for trial.
After that decision, Mr. Levine said he was considering a mental illness defense.

As Ms. Prunty delivered her opening statement, Mr. Williams sat slouched in his chair, with his head tilted downward.

On the night of the attack, the victim, a month from graduating with a master’s degree, was at Columbia, putting the final touches on her résumé for a job fair the next day, Ms. Prunty said. When she arrived at her apartment building, she got on the elevator and found Mr. Williams inside, Ms. Prunty said.

She rode with him to her floor, and could hear him follow her as she navigated the long L-shaped hallway to her apartment.As the woman entered her apartment, Ms. Prunty said, Mr. Williams asked her if she knew where a Mrs. Evans lived.
The woman stopped to answer.“Her kind moment of hesitation would cost her,” Ms. Prunty said.Mr. Williams forced his way into the apartment, Ms. Prunty said, put the woman in a chokehold, and slapped her cellphone from her hand. Mr. Williams slammed the door behind him, and “her Friday the 13th nightmare began,” Ms. Prunty said.

Mr. Williams turned a clock by the woman’s bed to the wall and made her take off her watch so she would not know what time it was, Ms. Prunty said.
He raped her repeatedly and cut her hair because “he wanted to see her face, her fear and humiliation.” He made her sit in her bathtub, and that was the first time he told her to gouge her eyes, Ms. Prunty said.

He punished her for refusing by boiling water in a kettle and throwing it on her, the prosecutor said.
The water jolted her so much that she broke through the bonds on her wrist, Ms. Prunty said, as the skin on her chest, torso and thighs blistered. (On hearing this detail, one of the jurors shook his head and covered his mouth.)“Just kill me! Just kill me!” the woman pleaded, Ms. Prunty said.

Later, after her failed attempt to kill herself with the scissors, Mr. Williams threw a heavy object at the back of her head, cracking her skull, Ms. Prunty said.
Mr. Williams was intent on damaging her vision because, Ms. Prunty said, “a blind witness could never identify her attacker.”Mr. Williams eventually slit the woman’s eyelids and face with a butcher knife, Ms. Prunty said, but she did not lose her vision.

He fastened her legs and arms to a futon, and she lost consciousness.
When she awoke, she again pleaded for him to kill her, but heard no response.
He was gone.Mr. Williams “only stopped when he could no longer feel the scourge of control over another human being,” Ms. Prunty said.

The woman smelled smoke, Ms. Prunty said, so she wriggled her legs free and pulled the futon away from the wall.
She used the fire to free her arms, Ms. Prunty said, and then ran through the smoke to her door. It took her several attempts to open it because her hands were limp and numb, Ms. Prunty said.
The woman ran through her hallway seeking help, Ms. Prunty said, “an image of the walking, living dead.”

this is damn long but the article is so horrifying.
the man is obviously sick in the mind to be able to do something like that.
i really hate it when the lawyer just use the excuse that the man is mentally unstable, its like WTF la. one sentence to defend himself for all the evil doings he had done.
one sentence and he can get away with the punishments he deserved.
just because he is insane doesn't mean he is able to ruin her life.
i feel so sorry for the woman.. her life is ruin by this asshole and she did nothing to deserve it.
argghh, damn it to all the assholes out there.